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Originally Posted by mystic kate
have decided to shut this psychic business right down- completely. its burning me out. its making me feel sick- eyes wide open- heart beating. wherebbgy i am so sensetive to what people think of me. i dont feel i have proper control over it-
today i went to see this psychic- who did a reading for me about 10 years ago. back then she went into full flow and rattled off loads and loads of stuff. but this time- even though i said all i wanted was to talk to her and get advice- she made stuff up and got random. i told her off for being irresponsible- i had to- as she was playing on it- saying i was going to move house- deffo in the next 18 months. i have already moved house!!! and she was getting stuff wrong......i see orange...i see rugs.
i think "i can see rugs" is one her main ones as she said that last time.i wonder how many rugs she has seen during the last 20 years.
OH NO!!!!!!! i think i even said that!!!!! oh no- this is bad. this is how little control i have over myself. i even laughed and said that. (she needed it anyway - honestly!) but i am super sensetive. i have been like this before- where i notice and see too much. and i started telling her stuff- that her flat was full of paintings and she was a prolific painter. and this i had no control over.
i dont like the lack of control. the only time i can control myself is when i am with my son- hes had no predictions or randoms ever. and i also know i am capable of shutting psychic stuff down as ive done it for years before. so this is what i am going to do again
i just didnt need to witness a genuine psychic making randoms up when shes on an off day. and to visualise just how many years she may have done this for. and i didnt need to witness myself laughing at how many rugs she might have seen over the years. i seem to zoom into a super heightened state and i dont like it anymore
i want to go back to not really taking any notice of what people are like.
mind you- she was a character!!! its just in my burnt out state i dont need to see anything. i just need to be at home- walk- eat and get back to normal.
and i dont want to see one more thing into the future- not at all. from now on- im making a very real choice i wouold rather only use it for useful purposes- finding a lost cat or something. from now on- its buried once again as i just cant hack the anti social side of it
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It is all about the filters. The filters are everything. If we didn't have them then the information would over whelm us. Most people walk around with their filters to narrow, but I guess yours are to open.
This happens to every spiritual working. It happened to me when I was a child. It was very hard for me. I needed to close down for a bit, at the time. That is okay though.
Though you are an adult I feel. You can control your filters. In fact just last night, I did a very big post in this forum. I opened up to such an extent that I found it hard to close down. I am so practiced at closing down that it was a very singular moment last night when I found I was having a hard time doing so.
Anyway. I got to bed, led down. I connecting with the Divine and just held the connection quietly. Then I formed a picture of a white flower in my mind. My mind was racing and I was so overwhelmed with information that I couldn't do it. So for a while I used another technique. I accepted the ideas that flooded through my mind, but then let them go as soon as they came. Let them glide up like bubbles in a pond; the bubbles rise up and each one intrinsically knows that its destination is to rise and disappear.
I did this for a while and then focused back on the pretty white flower. Again the thoughts came flooding through my brain. So I placed the white flower aside again, and allowed the other thoughts to come and go. All the while keeping holding on to my link with the Divine. Close down the petals of the flower one at a time.
(The below technique I use because it works for me. Feel free to develop your own one, what works better for you)
Then finally I was able to focus on the white flower. The white flower is representative of the crown chakara. I closed down the petals, taking my time, feeling my energy in that area closing down. The crown are the higher energies to do with channeling and understanding the heavenly spheres.
Then I moved on to my eye chakara. A red flower, I did the same with this. The eye chakara is concerned with aspects of seeing things as they truly are.
Then my throat chakara: a blue flower -- this is to do with the healing energies and communication, the interaction between the self and the universe. It is a finely tuned instrument which is able to change the frequency of the healing energies to suit the recipient.
Then my heart chakara: a pink flower. Which is for love, pure love, the place of the Christ self.
Now, not to alarm people, but in the past, I have had ... hmm what shall I call it? An entity that recognizes the energy of a person who has been working with energies. They know that a person is "
leaking" energy and will feed of this energy, even disturbing the sleep of the individual.
Anyway, I felt the presence. So I imagined a crystal diamond shape flowing over me, and channeled the God energy through into it.
Then shut the abdomen chakara: that which links the three aspects of myself my mind, body and spirit.
Then closed down my naval chakara: which was the colour of autumn leaves. I shut this one. The naval chakara controls the energy of the lower energies (sexual energies)
Then the last chakara at the base of the spine. This one for me is purple. I leave this one a little open. This chakara links me to the earth realm.
You can keep the diamond translucent protective layer on as long as you want. The healing power of the Divine can pass right through and continue to heal you.
It is best for now for you to only open your chakaras when you are sitting in a group meditation or by yourself. Open in prayer and then at the end close your chakaras and say a protective spell or prayer.
Also if you every feel the need to build up your energies, then use this process or a process akin to it.
Tonight I will direct my energies to you, making it my focus that you heal and find your own best way.
Peace and love to you. Peace and love. If you ever need help please. If you feel that I am able to then please private message me for help.
Peace and love to you sweet angel.