eptah
31-12-2010, 11:52 PM
Hey
I would really appreciate some personal dialogue on this.
I practice yoga and meditation.
Up until 2 years ago.. I was simply following the motions of the exercises and techniques.. I could see a lot of character and personality change for the better but
Not a real, beyond any doubt experience.
Two years ago during meditation, I Felt the body inside flow like transparent light or smoke.. kind of lucidity in the body.
I would get these amazing feelings and experiences ( still not concrete or real like.. more on the subtle level.
Then a friend talked to me about astral traveling.
Fellow traveller.
it sounded interesting but I was not too drawn to it.
In the last year the meditations have become better in terms of increase in the subtle body. I can feel the subtle body inside my own body.
But not good clarity. BUT I WAS NOT ABLE TO GO BEYOND IT>
I am however opening my physical body more and more.
but what I mean is I am not able to drive it deeper.
then I joined this site, for some inspiration on how to drive my practice.
I saw the astral travel section... calling me.
I read some links.
I tried. but I feel like my mind is starting to imagine, my astral body coming out. I end up loosing the concentration ( which is normally on the sensations inside the body)
but I still feel like I cannot get beyond the sensations ( all amazing, up to a point) within the the still body.
If I try to get the astral or subtle body out.. I am just imaging it.
Like it switches from subtle awareness of senses to imagination.
During meditation.. sometimes, I see like a small square drop in the screen, in front of me.
Always on the bottom left corner.
It appears for a sudden second and disappears, when I pursue it.
This inch of a square appears very sharp and clear.
like ahhh something is going to happen.
I know
I should not expect anything
I know the body and mind needs to be chilled
and relaxed. not like a greedy dog.
any ideas , help comments.
no pills .. I don't want to go that route.. not yet atleast. lol
smokey.. yes , but I keep it at bare minimum. just small tokes.. once a day only.
I wonder if that is hampering it? the astral travel. hmm?
thank you all
be well.. good wishes on your travels in planet earth.
I would really appreciate some personal dialogue on this.
I practice yoga and meditation.
Up until 2 years ago.. I was simply following the motions of the exercises and techniques.. I could see a lot of character and personality change for the better but
Not a real, beyond any doubt experience.
Two years ago during meditation, I Felt the body inside flow like transparent light or smoke.. kind of lucidity in the body.
I would get these amazing feelings and experiences ( still not concrete or real like.. more on the subtle level.
Then a friend talked to me about astral traveling.
Fellow traveller.
it sounded interesting but I was not too drawn to it.
In the last year the meditations have become better in terms of increase in the subtle body. I can feel the subtle body inside my own body.
But not good clarity. BUT I WAS NOT ABLE TO GO BEYOND IT>
I am however opening my physical body more and more.
but what I mean is I am not able to drive it deeper.
then I joined this site, for some inspiration on how to drive my practice.
I saw the astral travel section... calling me.
I read some links.
I tried. but I feel like my mind is starting to imagine, my astral body coming out. I end up loosing the concentration ( which is normally on the sensations inside the body)
but I still feel like I cannot get beyond the sensations ( all amazing, up to a point) within the the still body.
If I try to get the astral or subtle body out.. I am just imaging it.
Like it switches from subtle awareness of senses to imagination.
During meditation.. sometimes, I see like a small square drop in the screen, in front of me.
Always on the bottom left corner.
It appears for a sudden second and disappears, when I pursue it.
This inch of a square appears very sharp and clear.
like ahhh something is going to happen.
I know
I should not expect anything
I know the body and mind needs to be chilled
and relaxed. not like a greedy dog.
any ideas , help comments.
no pills .. I don't want to go that route.. not yet atleast. lol
smokey.. yes , but I keep it at bare minimum. just small tokes.. once a day only.
I wonder if that is hampering it? the astral travel. hmm?
thank you all
be well.. good wishes on your travels in planet earth.