Roaring Thunder
01-03-2011, 04:43 AM
What I Learned About Reincarnation.
According to what I read in Adrian Calabrese's book 'How to Get Everything You Ever Wanted' -- well, it's mainly about manifested as you guessed from the title, not much so about the afterlife -- there's a small section of the book that covers the reincarnation process.
In Calabrese's book, she talks about what happens after we die. It's not as luck-of-the-draw as I thought, and it all makes sense! We choose to live the lives we live. I choose to be transgender whether I want to admit it or not.
You see--we choose are gender, our race, our body frame, hair color, eye color, and whatever else we have to pick from. It dawned on me that this is how I came into this incarnation as a M2F transgender. With the knowledge that in our lifetimes, we go through a problem (or assignment as some like to look at it), being transgender in my case, I guess I had no clue what it was like, or I was a female in the last incarnation and wanted to know what being transgender is like.
But in the next afterlife, I am certainly NOT being transgender again! No way in heck!
Think about it. When enrolling into a college (or high school even in this day and age), you select yourself the courses you want to take. They don't just say to you 'Oh, we'll accept you if you take such-and-such a lession'. No. You pick them yourself.
For instance, one soul is a female for an incarnation. Then that person dies, and based on their choice in lessons, comes back as a transgender (physically male) to see what it's like, and when that lifetime passes, they reincarnate as a female again.
I've conducted a list of the kind of girl I want to be, too. The list isn't very long either. I just listed based on the following categories; Physical aspects, my personality, my likes and dislikes, and my lifestyle. Then, I listed all the characteristics I want to have, like enjoy being a girl (because I most definitely don't want to reincarnate as a girl and then end up wanting to be a boy again). I may possibly be making changes to it in the near future though.
I even listed what I want my name to be, the schools I want to go to, and life assigment and all. However, it does sound kind of morally sick so I'm not sure I'm comfortable posting it here yet.
I have also, at the bottom of this file I've created with Microsoft Word, included pictures of other girls I want to look like at a certain age.
Why am I so interested in the CONFIRMED concept of reincarnation (I emphasize 'confirmed' because I used to call my aunt 'Lisa' when that was not even her name when I was little. It was a residue from the last life where I was probably related to somebody named 'Lisa'. Plus, I heard of someone who recalls all her children she had in the last life.)? I don't know. I'm in no hurry to leave or nothing. I just want a second time and chance to make it right.
I must ask -- is it possible to manifest in the next lifetime by asking in this lifetime? Also, what are you guys' thoughts on this concept?
I guess there really is a solution for EVERY problem, after all! :D
According to what I read in Adrian Calabrese's book 'How to Get Everything You Ever Wanted' -- well, it's mainly about manifested as you guessed from the title, not much so about the afterlife -- there's a small section of the book that covers the reincarnation process.
In Calabrese's book, she talks about what happens after we die. It's not as luck-of-the-draw as I thought, and it all makes sense! We choose to live the lives we live. I choose to be transgender whether I want to admit it or not.
You see--we choose are gender, our race, our body frame, hair color, eye color, and whatever else we have to pick from. It dawned on me that this is how I came into this incarnation as a M2F transgender. With the knowledge that in our lifetimes, we go through a problem (or assignment as some like to look at it), being transgender in my case, I guess I had no clue what it was like, or I was a female in the last incarnation and wanted to know what being transgender is like.
But in the next afterlife, I am certainly NOT being transgender again! No way in heck!
Think about it. When enrolling into a college (or high school even in this day and age), you select yourself the courses you want to take. They don't just say to you 'Oh, we'll accept you if you take such-and-such a lession'. No. You pick them yourself.
For instance, one soul is a female for an incarnation. Then that person dies, and based on their choice in lessons, comes back as a transgender (physically male) to see what it's like, and when that lifetime passes, they reincarnate as a female again.
I've conducted a list of the kind of girl I want to be, too. The list isn't very long either. I just listed based on the following categories; Physical aspects, my personality, my likes and dislikes, and my lifestyle. Then, I listed all the characteristics I want to have, like enjoy being a girl (because I most definitely don't want to reincarnate as a girl and then end up wanting to be a boy again). I may possibly be making changes to it in the near future though.
I even listed what I want my name to be, the schools I want to go to, and life assigment and all. However, it does sound kind of morally sick so I'm not sure I'm comfortable posting it here yet.
I have also, at the bottom of this file I've created with Microsoft Word, included pictures of other girls I want to look like at a certain age.
Why am I so interested in the CONFIRMED concept of reincarnation (I emphasize 'confirmed' because I used to call my aunt 'Lisa' when that was not even her name when I was little. It was a residue from the last life where I was probably related to somebody named 'Lisa'. Plus, I heard of someone who recalls all her children she had in the last life.)? I don't know. I'm in no hurry to leave or nothing. I just want a second time and chance to make it right.
I must ask -- is it possible to manifest in the next lifetime by asking in this lifetime? Also, what are you guys' thoughts on this concept?
I guess there really is a solution for EVERY problem, after all! :D