As we approach 2020, mental reminder to myself to re-do this spread in Dec
Feedback (in 2019 for the "2018" reading performed in 2017?!) in colour below
Quote:
Originally Posted by tealily
HAHAHA brilliant
The nice thing about Tower is that it's quick; it won't be drawn-out misery.
* RWS
Card 1) Main theme for the year
8 of Pentacles rev. Ooh - so it looks like the main theme is knowing when it's time to put tools down and walk away. A few possible meanings off the bat - it could mean REALLY getting on top of my work-life balance (getting out on time etc), ensuring I don't take on more than I can handle in general (this one sounds right) or even leaving job.
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This was correct. I ended up leaving my job and picking up two concurrent part-time roles, expanding to 6 days a week... which I knew wasn't sustainable long-term, but I hoped would be worth it for one calendar year (for learning purposes it was, though I'm still not over the burnout from 2018).
Card 2) Departing energies from 2017
7 of Wands. There's be a lot of fighting this year. Hopefully this card is a sign that 2018 is a little easier (well... we can hope). This card does suggest that next year may involve less "trying" - I may have done more of the frontier-fighting in 2017, meaning 2018 could be more about consolidation.
Yeah, there was a lot of tension and cray-cray behaviour around my main job in 2017 that I was very happy to leave behind!
Card 3) Talents you will be expressing in 2018
9 of Pentacles rev. The vibe I get from this card is of a woman who is insanely busy but somehow keeping it together and still managing to be accessible socially to her loved ones. I'm liking this card - this is organisation on steroids and a suggestion that 2018 may be financially fruitful, but I should be able to do it in a way that celebrates the truly important things in life (loved ones and good times).
Was DEFINITELY insanely busy. Was I socially accessible? More so than in 2017, but still not as social as I should have been.
Card 4) Future opportunities
Queen of Pentacles rev. The energy I get here is of someone nurturing a secret nest egg - one that's not fully formed yet. This card suggests that I might be starting some side projects or continuing some sneaky work in the background (both true). These aren't things I'll share with my immediate circles.
2018 would basically go on to set me up for 2019. Yes there were some side projects going on in the background - I would also go on to almost single-handedly launch some long-desired partnerships for one of the companies I joined in 2018. These were highly-coveted; I knew many seniors who had tried and failed to connect with our key partner, yet somehow me - a junior! - got through.
Card 5) Upcoming obstacles
Page of Swords. Actually mustering up the energy to go forth and do things - inclusive of following up with people when I say I will/when I say I want to. It's not always going to be easy, there will always be excuses/challenges, but I'm going to really need to be very forward and bolshy and put myself out there.
There was SO much boldness required in 2018 it wasn't funny, particularly with developing the partnership.
Card 6) How to deal with these obstacles
Justice. This is the card of transparency - but also, what goes in is what comes out. If I want the most out of life, I'm going to need to push myself to bring my best to the table (in multiple areas) time and time again. It's not going to be easy, but it's also not going to be impossible. I know what areas this card is referring to: It's career progression but also my love life :P
Yup. The love life didn't get any attention in 2018 though - those 6-day work weeks killed me!
Card 7) How to achieve your goals.
5 of Pentacles. Ouch! Well, the figures in the cards here are going without. This could mean I need to go on some kind of epic financial detox - it may also mean I need to very hectically avoid getting distracted. I'm going to pull a clarifier here... The Empress. Huh? One more please... Temperance.
5 of Pent, Empress, Temperance. It's almost like the cards here are saying I need to clear the slate, plant my seeds, and then sit back and be patient. Is this decluttering my house? Culling my facebook list? Meditating a lot and focusing on only what it truly important? (all of the above?) Ah well, I'll figure this out. I've always figured the 5 of Pent has a somewhat religious undertone to it, so I'm going to guess here that the cards are encouraging me to work on my spirituality a bit.
Reading in a line: Put things down... but continuing to fight in order to be successful AND stay in touch with friends, nourishing secret side projects and having the gumption to do things even if I don't really want to, and ultimately really stripping things back.
Okay, sounds like 2018 might be a more consolidated year in general. It definitely looks like there's going to be less energy wasted. It could be a really fruitful year too if I put my mind to it.
A few things here - firstly, my earnings took a hit in 2018 compared to 2017 despite the longer working week. What I lost in earnings though, I made up for in extremely valuable field experience which I knew would help me out in later years. It helped for me to cave in and get a housemate - I also needed to get stricter with my budget.
Overall, 2018 was definitely a very "progressive" year, with huge strides made career-wise. I ended up making further big leaps in 2019 that simply wouldn't have been possible if not for the back-breaking work in 2018.