Questions on learning about The Violet Flame

[Thegolem]

Sorry for the wall of text but I need people to understand how I came to know of the Violet Flame.

7 years ago I was having one of the hardest times in my life trying to understand my self and the bizzare things happening in my life. One day I was driving home with some friends in the car and as I was driving home I felt at peace and positive in my life for once, as soon as I acknowledged that though my entire vision went Violet for not even a second and suddenly I was staring at a Violet Flame in front of me while I was driving. I started to panick because I didn't want to crash my car while my friends were in it (this wasn't my first hallucination) but I soon realized I could still drive because the flame wasn't taking up all my vision so I could still focus on the roads. I watched it float around my vision for a moment when suddenly I felt this immense euphoric feeling rushing through my blood and I spontaneously started rapping/freestyling in front of my friends, it was this short burst rhythm that came out of me and my friends were as surprised as I was because it sounded good. Later on in the week I searched up "seeing a purple flame in your mind" because I never knew of the Violet Flame prior to the moment I googled it.

I understand that St. Germain was the master that taught the world about this flame but I'm still puzzled on how to understand the Violet Flame?
How could I invoke the Violet Flame into my life?
Are there other masters in modern days that teach about the Violet Flame?
I haven't seen many books on the flame and there's a lot of info on the internet that seems pseudo or maybe just too good to be true.
I would love some input or advice from people who took time in embracing the flame into their life.

Anyways Im truely sorry for this long boring post but I thought I was able to put all my hallucinations behind me but recently theyve resurfaced in my memory and I have this desire to learn more about Spirituality.