Last night I bought a wonderful lemon calcite freeform!
I haven't bought a crystal in quite some time now, nor have had much interest in them since my beautiful vivianite spontaneously broke in half in my hand when I held it.
Somehow that gave me a scare of "What if it happens again?!?!"
I haven't held a crystal since the day that happened which was Dec 9 last year.
For me quite something as it has been my normal for years to hold crystals at night when I watch a series/movie.
But I daren't anymore.
With that I lost interest in them.
But then some 4 days ago I noticed I was getting restless. And I felt draw to have a look at the crystal shop's website.
I did, didn't see anything of interest, but I kept being drawn back.
Not the first time, whenever there's something there I need -without me even knowing what it is- I get that feeling: restless because something is calling me.
So last night I went to the webshop again, nothing new that interested me. Then I browsed through the pages with crystals that have been up for sale for some time, and bingo!!
Lemon calcite!
I knew before I read the description what it did, kind of. Then I read it and it really resonated with me!
Still, I was in two minds about buying. They add E10 to online crystals, which narks me. Okay, they have to put in time and work to make all the photos, but to then add E10 to the price... Kinda steep!
Bummer is if I go over there to choose one in the shop it costs me E19 in petrol.
In the end I decided to buy it.
And I'm happy with it
The restless feeling has gone.
This time I wasn't certain if it was the crystal calling or the new moon. I did read in an energy report that a certain planetary placement could make you feel restless.
Whatever it was, it's gone and tomorrow I can hold my new crystal!!
And yes, I do intend to hold it.
I have to get over that fear of breaking a crystal again.