2-8-23 …
To no one specific … to everyone in general …
I think humanity would be amazed at how many “tests” we are presented with … and just what is a test. To see where we are. Almost every choice we make … is a test of sorts. If we are willing / ready to move forward … or will cave to the old patterns and habits … continued stance on where we have been for a long, long time … with slight variation.
The farther we go … and the more refined we become … the harder it is to show us … ourselves … because we protect “what is left” that we still consider … core … to ourselves. Tests at this stage are often more hurtful … because we’ve been protecting and using them for so long … hanging onto them. They are core issues buried deeply.
We would be surprised how much we cleverly sabotage … obstruct … undermine … impede … ourselves … and our lives.
We tend to not bring entire lifetimes into the present incarnation … but we bring along those pictures of the most powerful happenings … especially the negative, damaging, or hurtful ones. We remember those … and our reactions to them. Specific instances that were exceptionally good … or bad … painful … incredibly frightening. Our reactions to them. All the “phobias” … fear of heights, darkness, closed-in places, etc … are from these. There is no gene that will instantly teach us to be afraid of the dark, etc. These come from old, old memories … and there are many, many more in variation.
Electronic imprints or perhaps reflections … these are stored in the causal areas of very deep memory. These can … and do … “go back” many, many lifetimes.
These … are our buttons. As we work on them … they lessen … but when one of the core imprints get triggered … that’s when we get hurt … insulted … offended the most.
Facing uncomfortable truths within ourselves. Many believe they are beyond such tactics … of being led anywhere … at any time.
That is another lesson all by itself.
These … are what we are here to uncover … and lay to rest. When one is “shown” to us … take responsibility for its current effects. Slow down and make deliberate decisions and not from reactive practices and old leanings.
LIFE tries to show us … ourselves … and most of us do not like that at all.
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