My Father, the Elderst, Ancestors

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My father died a few weeks ago-alone in an ICU on a ventilator about 20 minutes away. No one was allowed in. I called and tried to say goodbye but he was not receptive. I did manage to tell him that I loved him in our 30 second conversation. I had not seen him in a decade. He left me to die alone.

He is haunting me now. I believe he thinks that my forgiveness for the things he did during his life will free him from the earthbound state, but he is wrong.

I harbor no resentment-though I have no sympathy and do not wish to entertain him. He tried to prevent me from projecting last night. He chased me, in a dream, clinging to me and following me everywhere I went in my apartment building and the surrounding neighborhood. I said to him, “How sad is it that I dislike you enough that I have to move from my apartment just to get away from you?”

I tried to levitate (as I often do in the dream state) to get away from him but he held me by one ankle. I will have to dislodge him.

He was sitting in my armchair, plain as day, two nights ago.

Upon gaining some advice from a Lakota Elder, I have the option of performing a series of rituals in which he can be released from the earthbound state. It is more effective if I do these rituals but I am not the only one capable. He would then be energetically capable of crossing over into the lands in which our ancestors reside in the hereafter.

At this point I feel unwilling to do so. He’s still using me for personal gain as he did not seek honor in his lifetime. I sit capable of gifting him with an unearned shortcut that others spend many years preparing for, with great and careful attention during perhaps many lifetimes.