TF ♡☆

[~Lioness~]

If I could just see past my pain,

If I could jsut let you go,

If I could just see the end of this,

The pain is the closing of the door,

The door I can't close.

How I wish I could

However, what id say is,

Id say thank you

Thank you for being there to show me who I am,

You showed me my true self,

I'd say thank you and,

I wish you well

I hope you have a life worth living,

I just hope you're safe, and happy.

I think I've ruined any chance of you ever coming back,

I think it's truly done,

It doesn't feel like it is though

And I wonder why

What more could be here, there?

Today my mind and heart are in shambles

Everything around is swirling

Like water

Will you reach for me one last time?

Can we end this mutually and amicably?

I guess not. You are stubborn. You don't budge. You hate me. I can feel that.

Goodbye my twin flame, until whatever point in this time of eternity's clock we may meet again. Let's let each other go and heal. See you on the other side.

[JustBe]

Sounds like you’re enduring some finality in yourself on this. Is this prepping you to let go from within or have you felt it already?

[~Lioness~]

Originally Posted by JustBe

Sounds like you’re enduring some finality in yourself on this. Is this prepping you to let go from within or have you felt it already?

Hi. It's basically that the connection we had seems to be fading so there's this big wall between us. I had this dream about a decade ago of two souls, one red an one blue and we were floating in a void, a black space, Trying to reach out and touch the other, but it's like it felt like my hands were in quick sand so they would not move.

That dream I guess either told me of the future or it created the future. Anyway, yeah, it feels just like a big wall now, I'm not connected to her as much, and I feel more singular if that makes sense.

[~Lioness~]

I made this song if anyone wants to hear it.. :)
For her
https://youtu.be/bFJ3I-lPy1w

[JustBe]

Originally Posted by ~Lioness~

. I had this dream about a decade ago of two souls, one red an one blue and we were floating in a void, a black space, Trying to reach out and touch the other, but it's like it felt like my hands were in quick sand so they would not move.
I feel more singular if that makes sense.

That’s interesting. My journey back to self realisation often displayed a connection to the red and blue energies, which I’ve since learned are the feminine and masculine energies within self. Even as the totality of energy is ‘one source’ it seems the symbolism when merging back to self, plays out in this way for some.

Feeling more singular does make sense.

In the aura soma equilibrium bottle of blue over red, this is what it says which is very fitting for that dream.

Equilibrium 50ml Bottle 30 - Bringing Heaven to Earth

Blue over Red

Head in heaven, feet on the earth. Awakening to the communication of peace.

Represents clarity and peace in the conscious mind (blue) supported by the energy, strength and grounding that comes with our feet on the earth (red). The shake-to colour violet indicates that as these energies combine within us there is a possibility for an awakening through a new perception and transformation. Thus, heavenly possibilities are brought to the earth plane to be actualised and communicated. Can refer to a soul promise to bring heaven to earth through the desire for harmony and peace.

[AngelBlue]

Nice tune.... Very "electronic"...
Did you write those lyrics Lioness?

The only reason I ask is that if you did then the line where you say
"You hate me , I can feel that " is not really how twin flames operate .
Your twin flame, if the connection is real and genuine could NEVER hate you.

[~Lioness~]

Originally Posted by AngelBlue

...Your twin flame, if the connection is real and genuine could NEVER hate you.

I don't truly feel that she hates me. I kinda think it's just where I'm at in life with low self-esteem.
I am getting better at speaking up which is nice.

On the other hand, I guess she is just neutral? Because the last I heard from her was so long ago I wonder why she goes to extremes to avoid me.
And yes, about the lyrics.

[~Lioness~]

JustBe,

That sounds cool yet also confusing lol. Yeah, a lot of twin flames I've talked to resonate with the blue and red.

[Miss Hepburn]

Originally Posted by ~Lioness~

I made this song if anyone wants to hear it.. :)
For her https://youtu.be/bFJ3I-lPy1w

Very nice.
I'm confused - are you singing? "For Her".
The voice sounds male.
You registered as female...not that anyone cares if you're gay.

[AngelBlue]

Lioness , reply to #post 7..
I wasn't being critical about your lyrics .
I just felt that a twin flame can never hate you.

Also, I know you have been on this journey with this person for so long now .

Could I ask when you actually last saw/ spoke to her ?
I know full well how painful a journey it can be.