Symbolic death message warning me of something coming to and?

[AlignedWithTheHeart]

I was contemplating whether I should dive into this job thats available now, which I worked alot and sacrificed a lot for and at that moment I saw a vision of a girl who I beleive is my twin flame or soul mate, she did the cut throat symbol. This obviously means death. I thought this probably means this is going to come to an end. Then my associate rang me and we had an ugly argument which has left me feeling like I've lost something dear. This isn't just a job, its something deeply beautiful. Better than a dream job. I found myself in it while pursuing my healing journey, really determined to heal myself. The last time I had vision of her telling me death was imminent, I was also working in my dream job which I found while working on healing myself. The jobs are very different, but the situations are so similar and I made the exact same mistakes. Its the unhealed aspects of my self that led me to make the mistakes.

Like with the last time, it was unusual circumstances that led me to having a position as a 50 50 partner in something incredible. And it was because I was seeking to heal myself that the opportunity opened up. Both times I worked with all my heart and built something beautiful. Both times, something inspired me to pull away and let go of my position as a 50 50 partner. The pattern is so similar.

This is obviously a spiritual lesson. The way it happened twice, maybe means I didn't learn first time?