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Originally Posted by asearcher
yes I too agree with Native spirit. and what the rest too say. i think with meditation it will loose you up so you won t have that mental wall there (as in trying to get pregnant but don't end up like it, only when first relaxing like miss Hepburn say, I think everyone got good points)
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asearcher,
Wow thank you for explaining your experiences and situation to me
I can understand where you're coming from when you mention about the poor child who died in the house, it's not at all nice to feel wat you had felt.
I had something related when I went with a friend of mine to a magnificent castle somewhere in Suffolk (I cannot remember what it's called) and it was a lovely sunny day, I remember saying jokingly to my friend 'it's so nice here, I could live here'
We then went round to the back, or the side and there was this building, my friend walked towards it, but I sensed something purely evil and sinister emanating from it
Back then when I was less developed, I used to call such situations evil/sinister and I clearly remember saying to my friend 'that's evil, I'm not going in there'.
She was open to my sensing things. but didn't sense anything herself, she asked me if I was sure, and said that we could just take a look inside, but I was terrified, finally she managed to convince me to go inside.
Inside I was very tense and nervous and didn't enjoy it at all, it turns out it was servants quarters, so something terrible must have occurred there.
I never found out what it was that had happened, as I wasn't as aware as later on in life.
I do completely understand when you say that you felt scared that it will be too much for you, for I've sometimes felt like that.
I did actually live somewhere where it was like living in another 'realm/dimension' and I could always sense something pulling me at the edge of my mind/this world maybe?
The pull was strong, and interestingly enough, I had the feeling that if I went towards the pull of this energy, I'd end up over the edge and not be able to return to life...?
There was a small swimming pool back in the garden which was out of bounds (we rented the house) and I always got the feeling that some poor soul had drowned in there.
A few times the curtains of my bedroom moved when the window was shut and it wasn't a windy day, and when I used to smoke outside, I often saw an image of some kind of a coach but from either the 18th or 19th century, it was all white and I had a very strong feeling that it had criminals inside that were being transported.
It was a very weird house with a very weird energy, but it was a tricky and deceptive energy and still strange.
Of course I'd prefer not to go back to that kind of sensing, however, thank you for saying that it will come back to me and thank you again for telling me of your experiences
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