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Old 21-02-2024, 01:41 AM
FallingLeaves FallingLeaves is offline
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well so im paranoid
what else is new
lol

i probably ought to be
shivering in my boots
with all the crazy stuff i said
i guess

i tired though
of being too scared
to be expressive
so
guess i just get to be scared

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i wish sometimes
she actually liked me

but i just can't believe that
any more...
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Old 26-02-2024, 11:44 PM
FallingLeaves FallingLeaves is offline
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well
getting used to
just being real
instead
of trying to reach
some unattainable something
slowly but nice...

i did realize though
i wasn't paying enough attention
I'm working on that a little
now
as i remember
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lonelineness hitting
a little hard now
though
as
I'm not entertaing the idea
that someone might actually like me
now

and now
i can't even let myself
entertain
the idea
that if I were female
all my problems would go away.

It wouldn't change a thing
with noone actually liking me
I guess...

another reason
I'm glad
I didn't pin my hopes on
that kind of
better tomorrow.
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Old 04-03-2024, 01:09 AM
FallingLeaves FallingLeaves is offline
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i hate it
when you
push my buttons

it just shows
how much
you don't care

but I guess
I had no business
supposing you did
anyway

I should know better
by now.
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Old 19-03-2024, 12:06 AM
FallingLeaves FallingLeaves is offline
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well as awful as it has been
between him
and each random girl

he used to suppose
somehow
magically
the problems would go away
and he could be with someone.

now he supposes
the problems will never go away
and he'll never be with anyone.
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Old 19-03-2024, 12:15 AM
FallingLeaves FallingLeaves is offline
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he doesn't really
want to be a girl
any more
either...

not that the idea isn't nice

just

it just seems like
yet another dream
that can never actually be reached.

And he's tired of trying to get to things
he should have just had
all along

much better now
just to do without.
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