Unknown Ritual. What is it?

[IamPoltergeist]

Each has a gold covered mask no skin was seen.
The only one who did anything was an owl masked person.

I was in the middle the owl person was on one side on the other side opposite of owl person there was a fireplace and then there were the sides where 4 people in robes on each side.

They stood holding 8 goblets all normally colored flames.

Within them there were white candles .

I was a baby at the time.

The one that did something besides stand and possibly the others were chanting.

In the 9th candle not apart of the circle, a black candle fully bluish flame.

They all had golden animal head masks such as owl ox etc.

When i, the person tried to see through them via some sort of telepathy i saw these stone buddha heads through each one and no faces after these seemingly impenetrable masks if they were even masks.

The one that did the ritual while the others stood and did nothing But possibly chant the guy didn't say and stood there with white candles and normal flames.

That one had an owl mask head and the fire place above the person in the center had some sort of an owl kind of taxidermy.

He then pulled out a black stick slightly bigger then a metal chopstick like a wand of some sorts.

It was dipped into The golden goblet with The blue fire the flame caught on and touched the man's head with the wand and then he inserted the wand inside his head and pulled it out.

A light radiated from inside me Through my eyes and skin making my skin look transcluscent.

While this was all happening It seemed as if some sort of Buddha figure watched The whole thing. I seemed to have disappeared from their vision. It seemed I made eye contact with the person. They all had the same stone faces under neeth of Siddhartha Gautama.

They referred to some sort of prophecy talking about me stating i was some sort of person of prophecy some sort of chosen entity or being.

It looked like a medium sized office. And the fire grew during the ritual according to the man's memories. The office was full of wood. Full of brown wood. And one of those gold and green lamps. A large fire place and the wall behind the desk and next to the desk is a library section i think.

I also felt as if I died, but I did not. I felt as if i truly was killed but at the same time almost as if I was quickly revived by a way i cannot really explain and robed people had nothing to do with it because they seemed shocked when it happened. Or in some sort of awe state.

I have no idea what the prophecy says I just knows it exists.

I need help in identifying this. Anyone have any ideas ?

Note: it may or may not date back to the Mayanz or Aztecs.

I cannot stress this enough this was not a dream this WAS NOT A DREAM. It physically happened, here on Earth on this time line in this universe when i was wide awake. I opened these memories a while ago and seemed to be suppressed when i found them. This was not on any other plane or dimension i cannot stress that enough.

[Tobi]

What a profound experience.

It does sound as if there were some people associated with you who were into some form of ritual magic. Can you trace this at all in a practical sense?

And have there been any negative effects which you find hard to cope with? Or are you basically at ease with this experience-memory?

[IamPoltergeist]

Its disturbing, and i tend to get ptsd like flash backs and what not.
I cannot find any firm if magic i cant find anything like it anywhere. Cant trace it anywhere really thats why im here. No negative effects that i know of.