Hi Sweetie!

[FallingLeaves]

I'm not sure if I should take you seriously. I think you are probably pulling my leg...

I did notice though, you have the choice not to come view my thread. It isn't like I'm on yours clamouring for attention... from that we can assume you WANT the situation you are telling me not to give you. Assuming you aren't being tongue-in-cheek that is.

sweetie.

[Nowayout]

Get out!@


Please...

I will expand on your comments from here, sweetie.

let's all be enlightened.

[Nowayout]

Originally Posted by boshy b. good

let us get loud on Hi Sweetie!
and see where that leads us.

does not mean being or doing
anything, could mean something
special.

Hey, it begins..

[Nowayout]

Originally Posted by FallingLeaves

he heard a rumor
of a bear

now it is true
that many bears
will get so excited
about having honey
they won't mind being stung
by a few bees

but this bear
was supposedly being clever
and figuring out how to get the honey
without encountering the bees

he watched the bear for a while
and then it came to him
the bear wasn't being clever
the bear was being practical

he was like most bears
and felt honey was worth bees...

but he was just mad
because he knew
once he accepted being stung by the bees
they still wouldn't let him have any honey

so he said to himself
If I can't have the honey
why should I encounter the bees?

Oh well. the honey was worth it.. sweetie.

So tell me, sweetie, what is the honey?

And who are the bees?

Ah,, the falling leaves.

The pure white snow will soon cover them all, and they will rot!

[FallingLeaves]

it is rough
being so polite
as to not ask the corner thug
to leave you alone
when he is destroying your home.

And still not run over
to HIS home
and treat him
in exactly the same way.

it is rough that some idiot
somewhere
had the temerity
to invite
those who decide to choose
not to know what they are doing
to trample on all the bushes.

oh well
people will do anything
for their own cause
I suppose...
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this is my home away from home
if you wanna be mean here fine

but don't expect me to keep giving you the time of day

[FallingLeaves]

well it seems like
the lesson for this week
is
to deal with a very negative self image
without getting mad
at the people imposing it.

(and for the record
and in light of recent posts
on this thread
this comment
has more to do
with my IRL experience
than it does
crude comments
made herein

although one could make the argument
that the two reflect each other
)

Anywho
seems like
a negative self image
seems so very unsettling
because socially
who wants to be seen in a negative light?
as a misfit?

who dares see themselves that way?
who wont fight to right that wrong?

we are all taught
we should have
much better things
than that

vanity

but beyond the social aspects
which unfortunately
never seem
to work out for a me
anyway
all this seems
somewhat entertaining...
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to me,
god seems clever
hiding enormous treasures
in very plain sight
and yet convincing the people
the treasures are but dung on a dungheap
by marking anyone who even looks
in their general direction
as if they were socially outcast.

well the bible did say
god made the lower,
to confound the wise

and also

the great seals of revelation
had to be built somehow
have you a better way?

what better thing to do
to make people stop doing something
than to make them think
they will be
entirely cast out
from relationships with others
if they dare the unthinkable?

guess I now know
how a lot of things work.

[Nowayout]

When you point your finger you will have ten more pointing back at you.

The self-righteous are worse than the disease they see in others because they are blind to their own disease.

And they will kill others, a good stoning they bring. LOl..

Jesus called out their sin and forgave the prostitute.

Go sin no more.. right.

I have nothing against you, just keep out of me.

But I know you, you are full of spite and hate.

As Jesus said, shake their dust from your feet...

Goodbye, Sweetie.

[FallingLeaves]

he couldn't help but think
the only 'friend' he ever had
just wanted him to play fetch
you know
like
he should be
the 'friend's' servant

he disliked that enough
that he decided
if that is what friends do
he could do without

even though
going from one
to none at all
seemed terrifying

and after a long time
the 'friend'
got the message
and went away

but this 'friend'
still invaded his dreams

when he complained
that he wanted nothing to do
with said person
and would he just go away
and quit with the dreams
the 'friend'
decided to start
giving him mean dreams

so much for being a 'friend'
as true colors always come out

so once again
he isn't out
to have friends
because everyone seems just too mean

but neither is it very smart
to tell people
who want something from him
to just go away
as he is finding -
that just makes people meaner

[FallingLeaves]

he guesses
he overstepped
and said something he shouldn't have

...sorry...
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well
his other situation
that was bothering him
the last couple of weeks
resolved nicely
better than he thought

he was bracing
for a real headache
sigh

thank you god!
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[FallingLeaves]

it is weird
seeing someone
I know I should like

but not really being interested.

Before
I've always been interested
in all comers

here the only challenge is
just ignoring it
when she arrogantly assumes I like her.

Which is a big challenge though
I just hate
being taken for granted.

but like i say
weird.