Hi Sweetie!

[Ziusudra]

Originally Posted by FallingLeaves

Only difference is the menu was paper and there were plastic partitions between the tables. But we had to wear a mask any time we weren't actually at the table

Only difference!? LOL
Right.. but the servers are going around and between other tables. People are eating, drinking, and talking w/o a mask on.
Hmm.. Yeah, eating inside a restaurant will be a distant dream for me. LOL

You are brave! My hats off to you.

[FallingLeaves]

Originally Posted by Ziusudra

Only difference!? LOL
Right.. but the servers are going around and between other tables.

hehehe well the servers did wear masks lol...

[FallingLeaves]

he decided not to chase girls
any more
It was just hurting his head

but makes him a little sad...
and a little lonely

but it never works
and there is no point pretending
he can have what he can't

well otherwise he's having fun
with his meditations...

[FallingLeaves]

hi sweetie!

being quite.

Figured,
you are tired
of me being so needy.

you tried to tell me
didn't you?

I wasn't having it
at the time.

so now I'm taking it to heart
and just doing my lessons
without all the critique.

well hope things are going well
for a you
and have a nice day!

[FallingLeaves]

it never going to get better.
sigh.

[Ziusudra]

Originally Posted by FallingLeaves

it never going to get better.
sigh.

Well..
Perhaps

Nothing changed
Because
None are different

Nothing changed
When
No changes made

Nothing changed
With
All same-ness.

[FallingLeaves]

well i certainly
am
getting tired
of changing things up

all I get is laughter
or sometimes rude yelling.

and meanwhile
somehow
it hurts
to even try

but i know noone else
will change anything meaningful
either

so I guess
I have no choice
but to remain alone...

which after all
is becoming
more adn more ok

[Ziusudra]

Originally Posted by FallingLeaves

it never going to get better.
sigh.

I was not sure if you were talking about pandemic or your TF.
So, it is not about pandemic??

[FallingLeaves]

well maybe not so much about the pandemic,
for me
that is more
of just same ol same ol..
same thing I've been dealing with forever
just
for a change
others have to deal with it too
and I'm not alone
for a change.

doesn't matter
it won't last
this will go away
and everyone gets to go back
to their interrupted lives

except me
who never left

lol

it really is about everything.
In so many ways my life is just miserable...

twinkle...

[FallingLeaves]

pandemic is getting worse again though
guess I'll have to go back
to sheltering in place...

goody more pizza!