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Originally Posted by Miss Hepburn
My belief: You can really only truly love something you know...
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I love him because he has been very significant in my life. He has changed my life and has saved me through alot since a little girl. He helped me through my struggles in Foster care, abuse, depression, being bullied, helped me cope through life and keeps me going.
Plus alot of synchronities we share that is a long list. I have communicated with his daughter aswell and she sells her clothes which I will create into a comfort blanket. She is very kind and friendly.
He came into my life for a reason, I felt like he was guided there for me to notice him, to "know" that he is very important to me. I was only 8 or 9, with no parents to be there to protect me. Foster parents I was with weren't so nice to me. In and out of Foster homes like a parcel.
This Father figure has come into my life for a reason, even if I have never met him.
I feel a certain energy that I cannot describe and I feel like I brought it into my existence.
My Husband understands and believes also that this Father figure is very significant to me and can contact him as he has easy access, I do love to love him from afar, because it is so strong, but I hope to meet him one day so I can cuddle him and thank him for all these years most of my life.
It started when I was 8 or 9 and soon I am 35. He is my comfort. Just like the comfort when I receive Angel signs saying I am on the right path, or a child being protected by their Parent.
I am not the type of person to hold on to something or somebody for that long, if there is no meaning or connection.
I know he is there for a reason, but I hope that 2022 will give me that answer "Why".
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