A Need and a Want

[Lynn]

Hello

When it comes to affirmations I have so found that there is something to a "need" and a "want" in what plays out for you.

If you truly "need" something I have found that if its based in reality meaning its something you can honestly get it does flow into you.

I have been suffering from severe Sciatica for months now, I was 6 weeks flat on my back during the "lock down" for Corona Virus where I live. I could not see a Dr. or get proper attention from the Emergency Room when I went up there. I even called 911 at one point and the ambulance refused me as I was not "sick". I at one point even asked my husband to take me up to the back country and leave me to die, the pain was that bad.

One morning I literally got stuck on the toilet I could not get up. I hit the wall, physically punched it yelling at the top of my lungs I was DONE. Scared the whole family as I woke them all. Mom had never ever been like that and they were scared.

I had the day before wrote an E Mail to every Dr that I could find an E Mail for (as I did not have a family Dr) that had experience with therapy with Sciatica and when I made it to my computer not seconds after signing in came an E Mail reply from a Chiropractor. He was open for "emergencies" even though he was going against the rules. He saved me I so feel.

I was a "need" I put out there life and maybe death energy I put out there. I had at that point 3/4 of an inch muscle loss in the left leg. Its been a ride of trying to treat much of it on my own as physio and massage therapist are over run but I am getting there. Still in pain but getting there.

I had to hit the lowest of lows to get there though and wonder why that lesson was given to me...but I embrace it has a reason.

Now this week my hubby is on "Emergency Call Out" for his work, so we dread that phone ring, but his back is sore so he needs rest. Well so far so good no calls. He said he put it out there that he "required" time off to heal the muscles and so far so good.

It does work if your pure in the intentions of it being a "need" that is something the Universe can grant.

So do not go saying I "need" to will the Lotto. You need some money not millions.....

Lynn

Lynn,

First of all, I'm so sorry to hear what you have been going through. I'm sorry, and I hope and wish for the best for you and your loved ones in health and life.

Thank you as always for your sharings.

Namaste,

JL

[guthrio]

Originally Posted by Lynn

Hello

When it comes to affirmations I have so found that there is something to a "need" and a "want" in what plays out for you.

If you truly "need" something I have found that if its based in reality meaning its something you can honestly get it does flow into you.

I have been suffering from severe Sciatica for months now, I was 6 weeks flat on my back during the "lock down" for Corona Virus where I live. I could not see a Dr. or get proper attention from the Emergency Room when I went up there. I even called 911 at one point and the ambulance refused me as I was not "sick". I at one point even asked my husband to take me up to the back country and leave me to die, the pain was that bad.

One morning I literally got stuck on the toilet I could not get up. I hit the wall, physically punched it yelling at the top of my lungs I was DONE. Scared the whole family as I woke them all. Mom had never ever been like that and they were scared.

I had the day before wrote an E Mail to every Dr that I could find an E Mail for (as I did not have a family Dr) that had experience with therapy with Sciatica and when I made it to my computer not seconds after signing in came an E Mail reply from a Chiropractor. He was open for "emergencies" even though he was going against the rules. He saved me I so feel.

I was a "need" I put out there life and maybe death energy I put out there. I had at that point 3/4 of an inch muscle loss in the left leg. Its been a ride of trying to treat much of it on my own as physio and massage therapist are over run but I am getting there. Still in pain but getting there.

I had to hit the lowest of lows to get there though and wonder why that lesson was given to me...but I embrace it has a reason.

Now this week my hubby is on "Emergency Call Out" for his work, so we dread that phone ring, but his back is sore so he needs rest. Well so far so good no calls. He said he put it out there that he "required" time off to heal the muscles and so far so good.

It does work if your pure in the intentions of it being a "need" that is something the Universe can grant.

So do not go saying I "need" to will the Lotto. You need some money not millions.....

Lynn

Hello Lynn,

I didn't understand these quotes from Rumi, until just now reading your note above.

Now I do, because of the prayers your family needed to have answered, in no uncertain terms!

What hurts you, blesses you. Darkness is your candle. Rumi

These pains you feel are messengers. Listen to them. Rumi

Your heart knows the way. Run in that direction. Rumi

[lomax]

I observed this as well.In my case i'm almost sure that 'those' who're around me don't care that much about what i want,but when it's a real need,they can kick in,providing solutions and manifestations that seems miraculous,but 'cheap' at the same time.I'll be given only what is necessary.

I think it's not about the affirmations or how you do it,but who's gonna manifest it for you.If you adress a spirit,results will be much more better.Otherwise,most likely your guardian angel will do the job,but as i said,he's not exactly generous.

[lomax]

And something else.Negativity and feelings of anxiety can draw the attention of your 'allies'.Several times i tried to go positive,but it didn't worked.I had a strong feeling that their job is to provide 'balance',and not to satisfy you.

Therefore,everytime your needs create negative feelings of stress and despair,they kick in to fix it.

I don't know for others,but i've seen it in action several times.

It's like insteed of making an affirmation to gain something,you complain about the lack of it,expressing how ugly it makes you feel.

Having pushed through some pain barriers myself,i commiserate and understand how tiring it is mentally.

But i have to ask,if hemp is legal in your country,why haven't you explored putting your mind elsewhere?

[Native spirit]

I know what its like to be in pain real pain, i to have got to the stage where i have said Enough is Enough.

but i did'nt get any conformation from anyone Angels guides or the universe
it does not work for me


Namaste