Bad mental health and accepting it // wish me luck

Oh, good then. My PM box' always open when you feel like it, last time we talked was interesting.

Also I agree with Miss Hepburn, keep writing, it is helpful

[CosmicWonder]

Thanks Tim! You’re great. I appreciate it

Thank you ! But I'm just a wanderer. I won't wish you luck though, you don't need it

[CosmicWonder]

Haha thanks Tim

[CosmicWonder]

So this morning I thought it seems to have gotten better. My life didn’t, but my feels did. Not happy or positive, just bearable.

I’m moving through a lot currently. There’s a lot happening around me still. Just really needing to vent a lot…

I don’t think things will become much simpler or better. But it could get easier. As long as I move through the feels.

I feel like I miss a lot of people, even though they don’t like me anymore. They never were good friends. Just getting a bit nostalgic… not gonna message them. Already message some people sometimes when nostalgic when they feel opened up enough.. but right now I do have good friends. They always listen. And they are loving and kind.

It’s understandable that I move through a lot of feels. My family recognizes it too. It wasn’t easy on me. Sometimes like now I do feel weak. It’s ok to feel weak. As long as I get out of it.

I think I have to feel this for like an hour still and if nothing happens and I don’t randomly feel worse, I might have a good day still.

So I hereby set the intention to have a good day and laugh a bit.

Much kindness and love,

Cosmic Wonder

[Anala]

sending you flowers from my garden https://www.dropbox.com/s/qq3o4wfozj...%20AM.jpg?dl=0

[CosmicWonder]

Ohh ahww thank you Anala! They’re beautiful!!

[CosmicWonder]

So I tried to lift my resistance today and just have a good day. I thought “let’s try LOA way”. However it just made me feel worse.
I tried to not be in my own way at the very least. Let’s keep it at this for now..

Much kindness and love