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Old 17-09-2020, 11:14 AM
Fallenangel94 Fallenangel94 is offline
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Scary awakening.

Hi my name is Cassandra sue Ritchison. I cant use my debit card on here I'm sorry but I am in desperate need of some help and you'll be doing a good deed doing so. Wen I was a little girl I saw an evil soul burning veins n all. Wen I was 15 i saw a man i had knew that was killed. N never thought nothing of til 2015 I was on drugs and not doing so well well then my 3rd eye accidently opened up and I started seeing demons and dead people and hearing my own thought plus other spirits all among me. It got me tho get sober n start working again n I tried that i did good job at work n stuff but it all came back and has been hell ever since. It was horrible when it first opened up but it got worst.i tried working through it all but ended up having to get on disability over it all. They say I'm schizophrenic but I have a psychic power and connection wit the afterlife. I dont know how to control it and use it hardly I just listen all day everyday. But I saw God's hand come out of the sky wit a rural flush of cards and I saw the number 23 I was 23 years old then although I saw satan the grim reaper and later on saw the devils face. N I was scared I kept my faith with god. I never let go of god. But I felt like god has a new plan for me. It's not just mentually seeing and hearing things it's so much physical stuff that has happend to my body and soul. I felt my soul fall down from the sky to earth one I swear if I could make you feel it I would let you so u can help see what really happend that day. Cause I ain't been right since. I lostcmy human body that day and now I got my soul wit me. I dont know much bout witch blood is like. But I feel slimy and ilky on the inside with all round warmth to me. I feel like I was cut in half tho and my fingers and fingertips dont feel the same. I feel trapped inside somehow. Like my soul is trapped. But I'm grabbing my hands out constantly trying to hold on and grab on tosomething. I swear this is the truth. Do u believe in soulmates? I feel like my soulmate n me got split up and cut off from eachother for me to have better life with someone better and it be my new destiny. I know I'm special I know god has let me fall to earth. I'm such a good person and I didnt deserve to go through what I went though. It was pure hell but i seee it as a blessing cause i got clean off drugs and got my life together as much as I could when dealing with my 3rd eye being opend n my soul and body forming into what it is now. I need someones guidance. I can only learn what I can figure out on my own. I need you more than ever. I have helped people talk to their loved ones for free and I would never ask someone for a dime if they really just needed my help and I really just need your help. I need true answers I need to be able to trust you and what you have to say. Speak wit your spirits and your god and ask him about me about Cassandra sue ritchison and who I am and why my destiny has to be like this. Am I a witch. I know I'm angel but am I a fallen angel. I'm made for heaven why does it feel so dark on round me n on the inside. But it's not ugly dark its beauty dark. I'm beauty and light and I need your hand. God showed me his hand. I can show you if you just help. Tell me what you can read off of me and if you can give me some insight on me my past my present and my future and afterlife. Please thank you for reading I appreciate you :)
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Old 17-09-2020, 01:45 PM
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I'm pleased you got off the drugs - they don't mix well with awakening, so anyone in that position on drugs, get help locally or on here, but get help now, pick the phone up and speak to someone who can help - talk your problems over with someone... We see what others here have to say with advice and guidance for you Fallenangel94...
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Old 17-09-2020, 03:56 PM
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I can't make head nor tail of all this mass text - confusion I see though... we see what others have to say - it all depends if you are prepared to re learn 'back to basics' comes to mind... You can start with 'while you're waiting' for people to help, by raising your energy vibrations - start with diet more fruit less or no meat, some time in nature, and watch those thoughts they carry energy - IMO forget what you think you've learned and re learn...

Also start with overriding thoughts when feeling in trouble by saying in thought love or light - high vibes words those, and in the evenings if feeling low use - 'lovely gorgeous beautiful light' - or 'peace joy and happiness - over and over to raise vibes...

Someone here may have a simple brilliant solution, but I think its back to basics, but we'll see...

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Old 17-09-2020, 04:19 PM
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Hi my name is Cassandra sue Ritchison. I cant use my debit card on here I'm sorry but I am in desperate need of some help and you'll be doing a good deed doing so. Wen I was a little girl I saw an evil soul burning veins n all. Wen I was 15 i saw a man i had knew that was killed. N never thought nothing of til 2015 I was on drugs and not doing so well well then my 3rd eye accidently opened up and I started seeing demons and dead people and hearing my own thought plus other spirits all among me. It got me tho get sober n start working again n I tried that i did good job at work n stuff but it all came back and has been hell ever since. It was horrible when it first opened up but it got worst.i tried working through it all but ended up having to get on disability over it all. They say I'm schizophrenic but I have a psychic power and connection wit the afterlife. I dont know how to control it and use it hardly I just listen all day everyday. But I saw God's hand come out of the sky wit a rural flush of cards and I saw the number 23 I was 23 years old then although I saw satan the grim reaper and later on saw the devils face. N I was scared I kept my faith with god. I never let go of god. But I felt like god has a new plan for me. It's not just mentually seeing and hearing things it's so much physical stuff that has happend to my body and soul. I felt my soul fall down from the sky to earth one I swear if I could make you feel it I would let you so u can help see what really happend that day. Cause I ain't been right since. I lostcmy human body that day and now I got my soul wit me. I dont know much bout witch blood is like. But I feel slimy and ilky on the inside with all round warmth to me. I feel like I was cut in half tho and my fingers and fingertips dont feel the same. I feel trapped inside somehow. Like my soul is trapped. But I'm grabbing my hands out constantly trying to hold on and grab on tosomething. I swear this is the truth. Do u believe in soulmates? I feel like my soulmate n me got split up and cut off from eachother for me to have better life with someone better and it be my new destiny. I know I'm special I know god has let me fall to earth. I'm such a good person and I didnt deserve to go through what I went though. It was pure hell but i seee it as a blessing cause i got clean off drugs and got my life together as much as I could when dealing with my 3rd eye being opend n my soul and body forming into what it is now. I need someones guidance. I can only learn what I can figure out on my own. I need you more than ever. I have helped people talk to their loved ones for free and I would never ask someone for a dime if they really just needed my help and I really just need your help. I need true answers I need to be able to trust you and what you have to say. Speak wit your spirits and your god and ask him about me about Cassandra sue ritchison and who I am and why my destiny has to be like this. Am I a witch. I know I'm angel but am I a fallen angel. I'm made for heaven why does it feel so dark on round me n on the inside. But it's not ugly dark its beauty dark. I'm beauty and light and I need your hand. God showed me his hand. I can show you if you just help. Tell me what you can read off of me and if you can give me some insight on me my past my present and my future and afterlife. Please thank you for reading I appreciate you :)
Dear Cassandra,

if you have taken drugs you could more easily experience a psychosis triggered by the drugs.

I don't doubt that you have had spiritual experiences as your walls are down but too please keep in mind that because of your mental illness combined with your spiritual awakening - you have a vulnerability and you need to take very good care of yourself.

I would advice you to seek help and too if not already see if there is a medication that would work for you and be under supervision if, when taking this, to see how it is working for you. It must be very hard to be that open all the time and battling too with the disease. It sounds to me as if you have been very brave and strong to have endured this for so long, I don't doubt you when you describe you have been through hell.

I know someone who before taking drugs would not get psychosis but is now vulnerable to it and has had it, and too the same diagnose you have received schizophrenia.

At this time your wall needs to come up and you need to get less open. You very much need to rest your brain, don't push it, don't overload it with information, don't try to concentrate too much. Take your time to rest. Try not to get frighten. How do you sleep through all this? Sleep is vital for you, especially during this period.

You are never alone in having spiritual and paranormal experiences, you are going to get through this and feel more stable over time but you need help at this stage which I hope and think that a doctor can provide. Again I am not dismissing you having had spiritual awakening, but that plus what the drugs have most likely done to your brain have caused you to become more vulnerable. Please, don't loose hope and please seek medical help. I have seen miracles with patients, it just take some time and understanding what it is about.

I'm guessing too you are hypersensitive so you will always experience things but we need your walls to come up so your brain can digest it the proper way, so it won't be too much to handle. Even if you are a spiritual being (or as you feel like an angel or "witch"), you too have a human brain -and it has it limits. If you will get help I think this critical period you are in will be something you can leave behind and feel much better.

Some people are not aware that drugs can cause psychosis but I can guarantee you it can. It is important you get help. You are not alone.

Please, take good care.
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Old 22-09-2020, 06:32 PM
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What happened to me is my entire body vibrated with a powerful energy that filled me from head to toe. After about 15 mins of this energetic vibration, I then felt an enormous ancient wisdom in my 3rd eye.
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Old 26-09-2020, 09:05 AM
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I would just like to share something with you all - over the last 5 years we had a problem me and my wife about the quilt over the bed... We had to drop to about a 4 to 7 tog depending on the time of year, because all the overheating with me - and just a blanket on in summer, ridiculous overheating by me, but wife was ok because I was like a radiator on full belt... but last 2 years, not so bad so she's getting cooler in the night, so some nights we had to put dressing gowns on the bed so I could throw mine off when I started to overheat, but not so much this last year...

Anyway the other day the autumn approaching and quilt has to go to the dry cleaners - and last night I said put the new 10 one on we had purchased 3 years ago, but hardly used it because I was complaining, too hot, the heat keeps rebounding on me... So we tried it last night, and it was lovely - tell you what it was nice to see wife so happy this morning, because she had been warm for the night lol - she needs a medal that woman for putting up with my overheating problems...

So to you reading 'now' who has this problem during awakening - when things start to happen to you that you don't understand - talk to people here who understand, message on this thread if you want to - this thread is not just for people who have accepted awakening and understand it better - its for 'you' going through difficulties 'right now' and people here will reply and help...

Do the 'single point concentration' - think of an item or something like a beach, and hold that thought for 10 seconds, then change/repeat, its fun and calms the mind, and in early hours as well its good...

When you have this overheating problem i think a big part of it is you are not listening and accepting spiritual guidance - not always but many times... So in meditation - calm your mind and 'listen' for guidance - thoughts will come to you, and learn to 'accept' what's going on...

The sooner you do this, the sooner it 'gets better' - 'learn' 'listen' 'accept' - and keep off the drugs and access alcohol - those and awakening don't mix - its a 'gift' you have, learn to accept it... And learn how to raise your vibrations for better health and connection to your 'support' Angel's'Guides'Higher Self' - good luck, we're here 'all of us' if you need to chat...
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Old 27-09-2020, 03:09 PM
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Long story

I would say for me it started nearly two years ago. I was at my companies holiday party and it was an open bar so everyone was drunk. At the end of the night, those of us that still wanted to hang out, decided to go to this bar and get another drink. Anyways, one of my coworkers wanted to go across the street to get food so I went with him. We stopped right outside the burger place bc he wanted to smoke. This woman got out of a cab and asked my coworker for a smoke. Right away I got this feeling. Just this weird feeling I couldn't explain and bc I was drunk I had no filter and no inhibition so I let it out. I told her what was going to happen to her if she continues on the path that she was on, I told her things that happened to her in the past, I told her what she needed to do the get back on track and that she should go back to dancing. She was speechless and thanked me several times and said that what I told her was exactly what her friends have been telling her. She gave me a hug three times and validated everything I told her. Nothing like that had ever happened to be before.

Now we jump to about a month ago. Currently I live with my parents as my family decided we would move to the USA from Canada (i know, dont ask) anyways, my husband who is Canadian is still there while we work out his immigration. So for the entire summer I have become t his overly emotional jealous wife! I just couldnt explain it. I was accusing my husband of things that I had no proof or reason to accuse him of. So a few weeks ago I started noticing strange things. I would wake up in the morning and my bedroom door would me wide open when I know I closed it the night before. I would see signs all over. I would be able to predict things. One night I went to the ER because out of nowhere my body temp dropped to borderline hypothermia. I was 35 degree Celsius and anything under 35 was hypothermia. My hands and feet started turning blue..again this was the dead of summer. So while waiting in the ER, I thought to myself "the power is going to go out." and less then 60 seconds later, the power went out. There was no wind, no rain, nothing. It was a calm summer night. It scared the **** out of me and I said "i don't want this!" at the time I didn't know what "this" meant but I subconsciously I must have known.

Anyways, after days and day of odd signs I finally went to my cousin who is into all this stuff. She said that because I said "I dont want this" that I was closing off any information coming to me. She said that the spirits and god were not going to do something to scare me so if I wanted to know what was going on I needed to pray and meditate and open myself.

So that same day I talked to my cousin I went to a crystal shop. I explained to the woman working there was had been going on with me and ask her to recommend some crystals. She laid out a few and told me to hold them and see which ones I like. Is I picked up a few and the two that made me feel dizzy were Amber and Iolite so I bought those. I also picked up a bloodstone pendulum.

I went home that night and prayed and meditated with my stones. In my prayer I said that I would be open to whatever message was waiting for me. I tried out the pendulum. I went to sleep that night. Normally I have very vivid dreams that I remember every night. That night I didn't remember a thing, but when I woke up in the morning, I knew exactly what I needed to do. I realized all the feelings I was having with my husband were not my own, they were someone elses and that I was picking up on it empathically. I actually needed to speak to my mother because all of what I was feeling was for her.

I spoke to my mother and told her everything. I told her what was happening with her life, what she needed to do and all of that. She validated everything I was saying.

After that "reading" i went to the woods to cleanse myself in nature.

Do I believe I am psychic? no. I believe that from time to time, god uses me to convey messages to others who need them. I dont believe any "power" comes from me, I am just a human voice. It took about 3 days for my dreams to come back and when it did I was introduced to a new world in my dreams. I often dream about the same places that I have never been to in real life.

Long story but thats what lead me here.
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Old 28-09-2020, 08:55 AM
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Very interesting to read all that EyeOhLight, thanks for sharing - you're learning so fast, so much to learn and deal with in such a short time, and yes this does happen sometimes so very quickly...
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Old 28-09-2020, 12:22 PM
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Very interesting to read all that EyeOhLight, thanks for sharing - you're learning so fast, so much to learn and deal with in such a short time, and yes this does happen sometimes so very quickly...

It certainly was very fast and as fast as it happened it went away, which I am fine with. I don't want to know things all the time, especially if its not something I can control.
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Old 02-12-2020, 10:59 PM
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Hello,

I have been looking in my memory for a hard time in this life to share and could not find any really. Sorry…

But I do remember a very intense transition time, that for some I imagine can seem very difficult and scary.

I do like this expression “returning the light” from The Secret of the Golden Flower to give a Name to this transition period experience I am about to describe briefly.

Every life, after a few months in this world, we get to forget from where we come from and start again and again the identification process to our body as the origin of our Self.

Some have the chance in a moment in their life to identify, “again”, as they live, to their Self as the Spirit.

This “returning of the light” in this life happened to me on a Friday at Easter when I was 19 years old. It lasted for seven days intensively and it took me a few months after to be fully functional in society but with the Self now grounded in the Spirit.

During that week, I was seeing God behind everything talking to me directly and did not need to sleep for even a few minutes. I remember going out for a walk during that time, and it took me two days, from how much I was amazed by each moment, to remember I had a house to return to.

Trees where trees, mountain where mountain then trees are not trees, and mountains are not mountains anymore, to become “again” trees and mountain after.

Simply,

Hi Legrand,
Thank you for starting this thread. I have had quite similar experiences lasting for 5 days, 3 weeks, etc. Now it seems like it is all the time - being with God. ( I do rejoice and am grateful for it).
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