Stuck in the void and winter time

ThatMan · #1 20-09-2022, 06:43 PM

Few days ago I had one more fantastic experience with an incredible level of details. I found myself in this void, everywhere around me these shining pale colors, in special pale blue. The best I can describe this is like being in space, surrounded by shining colors from all directions. I remember seeing this a year ago I think, there was a Buddhist monk in this place at that time. Can't remember much. There was nothing there, I felt stuck and so I said to myself, this must be hell, then a childhood friend appeared and he started to teach me how to leave that place. He told me that if I want to leave I have to let go of the want to leave, to just let go. He showed me and it worked, then I tried this and I started vibrating as if my being was teleported from that place but then I was afraid of this and took control of the experience and so I was stuck again. I tried one more time and I totally let go and so I left that place. Of course, it was not my childhood friend, in my awareness, there was absolutely nothing there, and yet someone was there to assist me.

I woke up in my grandma's house, in her bed, I was sleeping there and there were also many people sleeping in that bed. I do not recall ever meeting these people but they felt familiar. They were all wearing many clothes, it was very cold and there was no heat. I felt as if I came back from the dead, went outside and noticed that it was the winter time, so so beautiful, snow everywhere... What a beautiful view, I could feel the cold, the environment, it was magical... It was almost darkness outside, I decided to fly around to see the town. Magical, simply magical, snow everywhere. I could see some lights in some houses, then decided to go back home and to go to the forest, the area where I use to take walks. I noticed that there was water coming out from the top of a tree and decided to drink a little. It tasted like rain water, did not like it, had a taste of metal. Of course, there's no snow in reality, winter is not yet here.

Then decided to go back home but I was really bored and had no intention to explore me, I know, I know, some people try anything to have an OBE and here I am having no idea what to do. Well, it's easy, I know that everything I could ever wish or want it's already here so there's no need to search more, just to open, expand, unwind and embrace that which I am, which we all are, and so everything is revealed in due time.

There was a problem, I could not wake up, so I said to myself, this looks incredibly real, I am here, fully conscious, maybe this is a parallel reality, maybe this is just some reality and I can't leave this place, anyway, I knew a way to wake up. It's easy, if I visit the house of someone in my area I always wake up right away for I am not into spying people and always wake up even if I attempt something like this though there is a short period of time of seeing things around. And so I woke up but no, I was not awake, this was a false awakening, I was still under sleep paralysis. I noticed my mouth was half opened and finally said that I have to wake up and so I was awake.

pixiedust · #2 20-09-2022, 10:37 PM

Is it possible to get too distracted with all these experiences, ThatMan? Just curious. I can imagine they are very interesting - for example, I enjoy dreaming at night

Apakhana Akshobhya · #3 20-09-2022, 11:24 PM

Intense experience! Thanks for sharing. Ive also been stuck trying to wake up physically but end up just waiting. Sometimes in these lucid experiences produce nothing, no matter what my intent may be, and other times crazy learning experiences happen without even doing anything lol.

ThatMan · #4 21-09-2022, 02:32 PM

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Originally Posted by pixiedust

Is it possible to get too distracted with all these experiences, ThatMan? Just curious. I can imagine they are very interesting - for example, I enjoy dreaming at night

Yes, pretty easily, one can have endless fun if one desires so. Dreams are interesting but about about lucid dreams, out of body experiences? They widen one perspective of what's possible even further and in doing so, one's awareness of self.

ThatMan · #5 21-09-2022, 02:38 PM

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Originally Posted by Apakhana Akshobhya

Intense experience! Thanks for sharing. Ive also been stuck trying to wake up physically but end up just waiting. Sometimes in these lucid experiences produce nothing, no matter what my intent may be, and other times crazy learning experiences happen without even doing anything lol.

I think the body is not able to wake up at that time and so we have to wait. I was about to have an OBE and was in the same room with my brothers, my sisters noticed that my eyes were moving in all directions, this happens in REM sleep, but this started right after I fell asleep, not 90 minutes later. And of course, I had to wait some time to wake up and simply stayed in my body until the body was ready to wake up.

Yes, I know, same thing here, at times I have crazy learning experiences, they happen on their own and at times I don't know how to wake up faster. My "problem" seems to be that my experiences are more real than ever before, very tangible and high level of awareness. I am there, fully. This makes me to think that I may be dead and this is why I am so deeply present.

I have no been a strong believer in things like third eye and so on but recently my forehead has been wildly vibrating from a single point. I am talking about very powerful vibrations that were coming out of my forehead in circular waves. There are still things that I do not know..

pixiedust · #6 24-09-2022, 03:50 AM

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Yes, pretty easily, one can have endless fun if one desires so. Dreams are interesting but about about lucid dreams, out of body experiences? They widen one perspective of what's possible even further and in doing so, one's awareness of self.

I haven’t experienced any of these things

ThatMan · #7 24-09-2022, 03:52 PM

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I haven’t experienced any of these things

They are of a different level than regular dreams. I have experiences like these pretty often.

What do you think about the Balance of this world? Is there such a thing and if there is, what is it?

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