Stuck in the void and winter time

[ThatMan]

Few days ago I had one more fantastic experience with an incredible level of details. I found myself in this void, everywhere around me these shining pale colors, in special pale blue. The best I can describe this is like being in space, surrounded by shining colors from all directions. I remember seeing this a year ago I think, there was a Buddhist monk in this place at that time. Can't remember much. There was nothing there, I felt stuck and so I said to myself, this must be hell, then a childhood friend appeared and he started to teach me how to leave that place. He told me that if I want to leave I have to let go of the want to leave, to just let go. He showed me and it worked, then I tried this and I started vibrating as if my being was teleported from that place but then I was afraid of this and took control of the experience and so I was stuck again. I tried one more time and I totally let go and so I left that place. Of course, it was not my childhood friend, in my awareness, there was absolutely nothing there, and yet someone was there to assist me.

I woke up in my grandma's house, in her bed, I was sleeping there and there were also many people sleeping in that bed. I do not recall ever meeting these people but they felt familiar. They were all wearing many clothes, it was very cold and there was no heat. I felt as if I came back from the dead, went outside and noticed that it was the winter time, so so beautiful, snow everywhere... What a beautiful view, I could feel the cold, the environment, it was magical... It was almost darkness outside, I decided to fly around to see the town. Magical, simply magical, snow everywhere. I could see some lights in some houses, then decided to go back home and to go to the forest, the area where I use to take walks. I noticed that there was water coming out from the top of a tree and decided to drink a little. It tasted like rain water, did not like it, had a taste of metal. Of course, there's no snow in reality, winter is not yet here.

Then decided to go back home but I was really bored and had no intention to explore me, I know, I know, some people try anything to have an OBE and here I am having no idea what to do. Well, it's easy, I know that everything I could ever wish or want it's already here so there's no need to search more, just to open, expand, unwind and embrace that which I am, which we all are, and so everything is revealed in due time.

There was a problem, I could not wake up, so I said to myself, this looks incredibly real, I am here, fully conscious, maybe this is a parallel reality, maybe this is just some reality and I can't leave this place, anyway, I knew a way to wake up. It's easy, if I visit the house of someone in my area I always wake up right away for I am not into spying people and always wake up even if I attempt something like this though there is a short period of time of seeing things around. And so I woke up but no, I was not awake, this was a false awakening, I was still under sleep paralysis. I noticed my mouth was half opened and finally said that I have to wake up and so I was awake.