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Old 14-07-2020, 08:04 PM
asearcher asearcher is offline
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"dark" "angel" as guide/protector??

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I am close to already regretting posting this thread but still gonna go for it...in one way I think it is real dumb to even consider it...yet - here I go!

So...I have a bro who has been in and out of mental hospitals...several times (different times) during his ill periods he has taken steps back when it comes to me.

During my childhood, teenage years he could get real aggressive, physically too with me and because of the age gap he was like physically of the same strength as a grown up.

The times he has step back he has given attention or seem afraid of some "dark angel" beside me. There has been moments when I first think he is talking to me but he is talking to "my dark angel". He was saying "I'm not gonna hurt her. I swear" and so on. In these times he has been partly on his way into a full blown psychosis and partly in reality.

One time I did a meditation where one was to meet one's spirit guide and mine turn out to look like I guess what now an dark angel is going to look like?. I thought this was a failed, fake meditation; my brain simply playing tricks on me. This happen years after my bro would say different times about my dark angel so I have thought if I subconsciously then made one up during the meditation. I was to meet my spirit guide by a fire during the meditation. It did not do anything to me. It just look down while it gave me a piece of paper and behind the dark hood I could not tell of it's face.

We have had paranormal happenings in the home and a friend of mine who I have not told about my bro's "vision", has several times said the same thing - that there is a dark "male" energy attached to me and telling her to get out (like out of the house). She state that when I or "we" come over to her home more paranormal stuff happens there that usually don't happen, but this was now long ago.

My mind wants to tell me that if we have spirit guides - of course they had to be positive light entities, but then because of what has happen I wonder if anyone has seen what my bro and friend has seen (I can't say if it is the same "entity" they see or 2 different ones) or if this has come up during meditation to anyone else?

Can it be something that wish to be seen as dark, but is good still?

If it is truly dark then I don't get it

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Old 23-07-2020, 08:54 AM
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no it is not dumb, i have had quite a few encounters with darker beings to the point where i trust them alot more than any light/love being.
from what i have gathered both from the dark beings the have been by my side and from other astral/spiritual soruces the "dark angels" they are like full blown protectors where as the bright white/full of love and light angels are more of a quick and easy for the masses that don't really think too much about the information they are getting.
The dark beings are very highly skilled at observing, tracking and defending and offence measures.
If there's a threat to you within the astral/spiritual plains/realms they are the ones which will normally quickly step in and remove the threat quickly as they are very skilled at what they do and most other beings know that and hence don't go up against them very often
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Old 23-07-2020, 08:53 PM
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no it is not dumb, i have had quite a few encounters with darker beings to the point where i trust them alot more than any light/love being.
from what i have gathered both from the dark beings the have been by my side and from other astral/spiritual soruces the "dark angels" they are like full blown protectors where as the bright white/full of love and light angels are more of a quick and easy for the masses that don't really think too much about the information they are getting.
The dark beings are very highly skilled at observing, tracking and defending and offence measures.
If there's a threat to you within the astral/spiritual plains/realms they are the ones which will normally quickly step in and remove the threat quickly as they are very skilled at what they do and most other beings know that and hence don't go up against them very often
Wow, thank you very much for explaining. I had no idea.

all the best :)
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Old 24-07-2020, 04:24 AM
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If you are ever unsure if they are the beings I am talking about just check and see if the entity has ever influenced any of your decisions or emotions or energy fields, if the entity has done any one of those you are dealing with a different being, the “dark angels” will never influence anything within you and will only defend from external threats
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Old 24-07-2020, 05:48 AM
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A possible attachment? Its not uncommon.
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Old 24-07-2020, 06:47 AM
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Hi asearcher.... I do not think for one second you have anything to fear.... I would say the "clue" is in the term.... Look beyond the word "dark" and you still see Angel"....All angels serve a purpose. The dark ones , as far as I'm concerned are just as beautiful as the light ones. And actually, angels have no form. They only manifest as a vision in order that we can recognise them...
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Old 24-07-2020, 04:19 PM
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If you are ever unsure if they are the beings I am talking about just check and see if the entity has ever influenced any of your decisions or emotions or energy fields, if the entity has done any one of those you are dealing with a different being, the “dark angels” will never influence anything within you and will only defend from external threats
Hi, thing is we have had most probarbly several "things" in the home and hard for me to distinguish it from one another, they sound different. my love was never believing ghosts etc before all this and i would pretend i did not hear the noise etc but he did and the kids.
i have done several meditations about meeting my spirit guide (is on you tube) and a lot of these times the same being shows up and is never really threatening or give me a reason to be afraid, it is only it's physical appearance and sort of energy to it that is .... different...in lack of a better term.

the sad part is that my brother is, when on the right medication and years before getting diagnosed someone who could be real kind, funny, tender and always super sensitive and real smart, but then he has this other side to him that is real unpleasant and it is like i never know who I am talking to. it is hard to balance things with the medications too and he has basically been in and out of mental hospital for most of his life now, which is tragic, but i am so thankful for the hospital staff and the good work they do. when i was pregnant the hospital staff said he missed me and wanted me to visit and when i came a look change in his eyes and he later said he heard voices that told him to kick me in the stomach because i was not real and my tummy was not real and it kept saying that kick her in the stomach but then he remembered the angel from before who had been there when we got him in (standing beside me, he really thought everyone could see this angel and no one could) and he also kept saying the angel is going to kill him. he thought the angel would kill him in the hospital but then said the last sight he saw was when i left in the corridor the angel left with me, and then he knew it wasn't going to kill him. so when the voices told him to kick me in my stomach when pregnant he remembered the angel and he did not dare to. strangely soon after the visit i went into premature labor but to confess i found it very stressful to see him in this state and also other patients as i was passing by in the corridor, but i remember lying still in hospital bed and suddenly seeing a kind of energy, small things in the air starting to make a figure but then it was gone. In time the premature labors stop and i was sent home, thankfully.

it is perhaps impossible to say what is what, but if the dark angel is behind any of the times i - and my baby - was in need of protection and stepping up i am forever grateful.

(of course today we don't subject ourselves to any dangers, especially in concern for any child, and i know my guy is physically stronger and knows how to bring a guy down if need be, as he too has that in his training, in case my brother would get so sick again he would get violent. i on the other hand can't really do much in that department as i am like half his size)

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Old 25-07-2020, 02:17 PM
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It looks like your bro got some extremely beastlike tendency and very powerful psychic abilities as I got to see him in my vision. He was trying to hurt you not only physically but also mentally too. He's not the original right from the start, and it looks like he has been completely taken over by powerful creatures that strive nothing but control.

Lets see if I was right. There is a terrible creature right in my vision when I tried to access him and yours.

These angels do not come often unless special circumstances. I might be wrong but its like within 10 or 30 individuals. But fragments of their existence or things that happened as in like miracles, can come from them. To most people, such miracles only lasts a short or brief period or moment.
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Old 26-07-2020, 06:45 AM
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It looks like your bro got some extremely beastlike tendency and very powerful psychic abilities as I got to see him in my vision. He was trying to hurt you not only physically but also mentally too. He's not the original right from the start, and it looks like he has been completely taken over by powerful creatures that strive nothing but control.

Lets see if I was right. There is a terrible creature right in my vision when I tried to access him and yours.

These angels do not come often unless special circumstances. I might be wrong but its like within 10 or 30 individuals. But fragments of their existence or things that happened as in like miracles, can come from them. To most people, such miracles only lasts a short or brief period or moment.
thank you for writing me about this. i don't know what to say. i have suspected especially when starting out with meditations that there has to be a form of link between our energies here and the energies on the other sides and that they can spot you. is there a way to get rid of this beast like creature you see?

what i find scary about this too is because within my family, intelligent wise, some stand out as being high up on that score and yet...how should i put this? my uncle for example - known to have been very bright in school but early on my grandfather (who had a very loving, warm, kind energy to him) notice to his horror that this child enjoyed tormenting animals. Liked to see them suffer. He was not good to my mom either so I never actually met him because they broke off contact. There was something there. This something is perhaps heritage as I like you believe my brother was born with something. It is tragic because I know there is a part of him that is kind and good, but it's like he's really complicated, like I never know who's eyes I am looking into.

It is true, he has mentally and physically tormented me for years when he got ill, things you don't say to a child, it was especially hurtful because a a little sister one automatically looks up to ones older brother, especially I can imagine with that kind of age gap.

My mom was frustrating for me to deal with because she was for once in her life paralyzed with fear so she just let him roam around, but finally one day she called the cops and he could not live with us no more.

He knew just how to switch - or his disease that is - from being very low, depressed,help seeking to being this monster, and everyone's job was to tip toe around him and feel sorry for him or he would go and kill himself and correct themselves to what ever order he would come up with.

If I could go back I would have gone to the school and ask them to help me so I could live in a foster care home instead, but instead this was a family secret and I kept it. Everything had to look fine on the surface. It was very important.

Mom had to lock the door to my bedroom and sleep with me because we knew at night he would start - I was his favorite victim - bang the door, try to get in, and walls and come up with all kinds of stuff that he screamed at me. I was his favorite victim - I don't know why. I don't know what ever I did to him, but I guess he did not like it when I stood up for myself.

One time out on a balcony, I was like 10, he suddenly attack me and began strangling me and I have some memory loss i guess from this because of the shock. I can't say what happen before or after, really. I can't remember how I was saved. At the time i was 10, he was an adult so you can understand that physically speaking I had nothing to set against. Too because in my family even the females were, are tall and strong built, but for some reason I am short built. Nobody ever talked about the strangling episode, as if it hadn't happen, but I know it had. Maybe shame behind that one?

Sadly it is for me a recurring pattern as in my most previous past life I was targeted by someone who used violence too against me and became my tormentor. They would find her beaten down to the floor etc and help get her to hospital. She would move around and try to get away, but he would always find her and always find that space when she was alone, when no one else was around to help her, and even if there was - like one time it came in the newspaper - as the beating started outside, with lots of people being outside - it still happen. People would say she had talk back, she had use that forceful voice of hers as he had approach her, and I always get like that too when ever I am approached like that. I sound tough and I set the rules. I'm more like - stand back. Leave me alone. Some people usually never expect me to stand up for myself as I can seem like a "sissy" other times, so suddenly they are up to something they did not see coming. I think it is because I long for equality, fairness, balance. Same at work, same everywhere. I can not talk to anyone as if they are inferior or superior to me, I don't care about their current title, we are all human beings and we deserve equal respect.

Anyways,thank you very much for trying to help me - and for your vision.
Do you think it is possible that creature has been around not just in this life time but in past lives as well? Influencing people? Even taking over at times? If so - why us, one might wonder, why me (considering the same pattern of abuse from past life)? What is it we got that is so appealing to it? All I can say about it is that I know I have heard I am "sensitive", everyone can spot in my face, eyes what is going on, what I feel, but when it comes to my brother he was super sensitive and with that, I guess, comes a vulnerability? There are times when I have seen him from a distance just walk on the street and i am for some reason filled with love for him - and I see his vulnerability, it is so striking. I am sorry to give such conflicts-descriptions of him, but I suppose both sides of it is true.

Sorry for all these questions that pop up in my head and I don't mean to be a burden. Can't be easy to answer that, maybe no one knows.

Again, thank you :)

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Old 26-07-2020, 08:42 AM
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Hi asearcher.... I do not think for one second you have anything to fear.... I would say the "clue" is in the term.... Look beyond the word "dark" and you still see Angel"....All angels serve a purpose. The dark ones , as far as I'm concerned are just as beautiful as the light ones. And actually, angels have no form. They only manifest as a vision in order that we can recognise them...
Hi Elfin! Yes, I agree. I have thought if perhaps this was the only look the angel could manifest into in order to make my brother back off? Maybe an energy thing where darkness does not stand for bad-ace-sness
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