Hello dear people,
I am new here. Happy to find this forum.
I am wondering what physical signs are there for connections like karmic and TF? My question was born because I am in one of these unions. I cant still say which one. An astrology lady told me that it is karmic, but I don't know if I can only rely on it.
When we are together, I feel like I am disconnected from the world. Like him, I guess. I feel that when I am on my own I connect with my surroundings differently. I sort of feel more alive, more connected. What is it?
On the other hand we have a high connection when we are intimate. But also when things are fine we sort of exist for each other and the rest is far. I usually connect to people and places around me, I feel them differently. With him people and places sort of are meaningless, experiences are not that deep as when I am on my own. I am usually in a foggy mind. Not like my own cloud, so to say.
Sometimes I feel this state of mind has taught me something, but most of the time I am like not me. Often I would also be just tired or irritated. I mean, tired because of this kind of weird energy, irritated-because we have a history behind us , and also sometimes it just feel out of blue.
There are also many psychological reasons of course. But energies don't lie. I just cant figure it out. Now I can tell that I am not very happy, and feel that I am heading towards an end. Not sure when and how. I have lost myself somehow, my happiness despite of nice things happening from time to time.
It is like we are connected, but there is always that feeling of not really 100% something.
When I am by myself, I am more grounded. When I am with him, I am usually up in the air.
What does this all say about this relationship? Has anyone experienced similar things?And maybe some of you have some suggestions on how can I understand this and deal with this? I have read and watched a lot about both connection types, but cant tackle it down.
Thank you.
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