Five years..

[lostsoul13]

I guess time went so quickly, I mean the last two/five years. B&b , hostels, supported accommodation, hospitals..

Two years and six months spent on reincarnating subjects.. how I’m going to die, ways you can die the physiology behind it all..

10 years it been since joined this forum and my spiritual awakening..

Most spent with mental health learning, purging..

Finding my self and learning and knowing thy self.

I guess I knew it was coming - I decided on another five years in supported accommodation… just while I become more aware and alert. Sensitive to my surroundings- emotions- and feel my body to my tips…

There’s a lot I want to change.. health, fitness, wellness, goals , education…

I’ve been attracting like mad : career, money, housing, support. Friendship..

Mending my family relationships…

Mending my own relationship to the self- I seem to have let my self down and am riddled with guilt that I caused the sandwich theory- two soul’s entangled in the wrong way not the spooky kind but the SPOOKY kind mangled and tangled..

But I’ve seen much beauty!!!

So I’m going to work on my self and transition and transform..

Become a new image.

Rise from my ashes!!
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I need this next five years.. an apartment will always be waiting but support comes first.

I learn household chores. Ironing. Washing, cleaning, gardening,

Cooking, baking,

Yoga. Party’s. Alcohol now and then-

It’s being productive, not just academic..

I want to take up photography.. continue with my karate.

Swim once a week instead of every two weeks.

Be in touch with nature- and find my guide. My inner tranquility.

Balance: the five years are about and a diet.

While I cooked for a year I lived on mainly noodles and takeouts. Lamb shanks, with veg- steaks- Sunday dinners- I want to try something new. Spicy.
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I’ve got about 9 months left at this hostel my application to move has been submitted..

Slowly we go—-

I have some education goals, scrub up on my maths and obviously English. Apps help a great deal and google!!!

I’m feeling adventurous. But not wasting my time- I have to use it wisely!! Two years have gone so quickly!!!

10 years have gone so quickly!!

[JustBe]

Sounds like you’re finding your groove.. that’s wonderful.