Letting go of past relationships/friendships

[lostsoul13]

Most of my friends from growing up , have married- had children… got work commitments-so I don’t see them any more… my twin flame & children are also away- which makes my commitment about the self & the ego… I use to be angry that I didn’t have friends : but I have family away also- but once you have shared Christmas and holidays ect things start to lighten up a bit… it’s a total fabrication that I’m alone and I’m in denial- for most part of the time, but allowing things to heal & focusing on what’s present now helps but nothing will shift the idea of being self centred and absorbed - than having to face reincarnation… I get hung up on it a lot, but it’s a vital part in living and maturing… have to face it someday- while I face away most days, pain is my weakness’ the strength I’ll gain and wisdom is necessary to drive me forward in living this life- I don’t particularly get down in the dumps a lot- I’m quite go-lucky ‘ happy… but I’m afraid of living; while shopping fills a hole- I’m saving more than I can hope for-a better future… more sustainable… after reincarnation over- I know seeing my friends won’t be simple no more- until they reach their reincarnations… we lead different lives and I’m always to go first: maintaining I was a jumper first too—- following from that ‘ I don’t think you can beat going first because I became a jumper/ teleporter… be ages since they catch up with me!!!?

Originally Posted by PlatitudePluto

That's just one example I might add. I've lost many relationships for not conforming to something somebody else wants me to be.

It makes it harder when you know the person is listening to LIES and cuts you down because YOU ARE NOT..

[SapphireBlue]

Friends do grow apart and if the friendship is not a two way street you are better off without them.