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Originally Posted by asearcher
Hi Love Water, I am sorry to hear that but so wonderful you feel free of it now, would it be possible you think for you to share how you resolved it, that is no question about how you got into the mess to begin with but just how one can resolve these things?
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I am happy to share. It's a long story what happened and what I did that got me into trouble. And I suppose I cannot share the resolution without talking about the problem.
Years ago, I had asked for a soul exchange because I wanted to die. So instead of harming myself, I asked if another soul could take over for me and allow me (my soul) to be set free. Well, that's what eventually got me into such big trouble.
An Angel of the Lord did help me and was a walk-in soul for me for many years. But another soul - a dark soul- believed that the soul exchange was with him. Because after I did the initial soul work with a professional soul exchange practitioner, I did not believe that it worked because I was still very much present, so I asked for a soul exchange again, but all by myself this time. And Satan himself intervened/came in with a dark soul.
Well, that soul haunted me for years and tormented me. And eventually buried itself within my body. I had to be hospitalized because I had a mental breakdown.
After coming out of the hospital, I knew something was very wrong with me and very off for the last many months. All the while, Satan had been posing as God and talking to me, along with his dark angels and cohorts, all pretending to be of the Light and fooling me.
So, yesterday, and over recent days, I was overtaken by "alters"and demons. I knew it because they told me they were there. 16 of them each. Every time I cast out the 16 alters or demons, they immediately were replaced. They told me I had contracts and agreements with Satan - to be overtaken by demons.
I pleaded to God to help me. I asked God for forgiveness, I told God that I did not want a soul exchange, that I wanted my own soul back, and I told God that I renounced Satan - that I recognize only God as God, not Satan. Satan had twisted things, pretending to be God, so I had to rebuke Satan before God Himself, ask for forgiveness and God's mercy. God forgave me, removed the dark soul from me and all alters and demons. He canceled all contracts, covenants and agreements that I had unknowingly made with Satan and told me I am "released from Satan's grasp".
All of a sudden, I felt 100% better. I felt like myself again. The heavy fog in my mind cleared, and my body cleared - that dark soul exited with growling sounds and with my body writhing. And I could feel my true self coming back again. All alters left and all demons left. And, I could hear only my own voice speaking through my body again.
Last night, for the first time in MONTHS, I felt aligned again with my own soul, my Higher Self and with God Himself. I felt sooooo much better, like I had been given a new life.
Because I am not the most pious person when it comes to what I put in my body, the demons and dark spirits still come around to try and fool me or to move my body and speak through me. God told me I will still need to ward them off.
But there's a massive change within me that has occurred after the dark soul left. I feel renewed, refreshed... like a Spring chicken!
Over the last many months with that dark soul hiding in my body, I felt dead inside and lifeless. Like something had taken the life out of me. My humor had disappeared, I felt disconnected from my true self, and my memory was fuzzy. I was not myself whatsever, and I knew it.
God told me that I had "played with fire" in doing a soul exchange like I had. And now I know. SO much better and SO much more than I did.
Now I understand that Satan exists and is for real. There is most certainly a hell and there are evil demons living in it. And they are all tricky and very devious.
I know I will never play with fire again.
And I know how crazy and insane this all sounds - like out of a movie or the movie, The Exorcist. It's real and it's all very true.
So, to answer your question - asking for God's intervention and prayer are the answer. God does listen, God does intervene and God does answers prayers - this I know. I think because I had renounced Satan before God, this is what helped in the end.
So, that's the stupid idiotic thing I had done - a soul exchange. What a vast vast vast mistake. I want to live - and I want my own soul within my body.
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