Why Can't I Make Money???

[Parma]

Let me start off by first saying I feel I am blessed. I live in an UMC neighborhood in a fairly large house that I own. I do not pay a mortgage or property taxes. I have two late model paid for luxury cars, although I don't drive. I recently gave one of the cars to a relative free of charge. I do not pay for food or utilities, my daughter who lives with me pays for these. My income is small consisting of social security and a pension.

I would like to take on a part-time job to pay for a few extras, but every effort to do so is blocked. It has been this way for at least 20 years. I started a business that I had to shutter due to COVID and postal delays. The business was never successful. I've had a number of opportunities that have been presented to me, but they all somehow blow up at the last minute. I blog for free with helpful info to the medical community. I also help a lot of military veterans online with free resources. Everyone seems to love what I do.

One year I was excited to have been invited to a free seminar where I would learn about money blockages and how to overcome them in order to financially prosper. The seminar was being held cross-country. I got up early to get to the airport in time. I used to travel for free with frequent flyer miles from my job. i boarded the plane which took off on time. Part way through the flight the pilot said we had to turn around and go back because something was wrong with the plane. I of course missed the seminar.

Last month I was asked to fly to another city all expenses paid including a paycheck to tape a television show. I was sent the ticket and hotel reservation. A few days before everything was canceled with no understandable explanation.

I just got a part-time job with a large corporation, but when I went to accept the offer online the system lost the information and it cannot be retrieved and will not accept a new offer letter. What is going on??? I am given practically everything for free, but it as as though the rules are I cannot earn any money! This has been happening to me for years!!!

I've listened to subliminal and hypnosis tapes for years and often say affirmations over and over such as:

God takes care of all my needs and wants now!

The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want!

Jehovah Jireh the Lord richly provides!

Money is my friend! I have lots of money!

I am so very grateful for everything I have been given, but for some reason I am prohibited from making actual money. Why??? Please help!