anyone here facing the loneliness?

[angel-of-light]

I have a question for you, and I want to share with you my feelings,
does anyone here feel like the more you learned in your spiritual journey, the more hunger you have for deep conversations and knowledge until,


you got so distant from ordinary peoples (emotionally, I have them as an acquaintance but nothing more) you watch them as no matter how hard you try to elevate their thinking and point of view yet they hold so preciously to negativity and low vibration chaos and conflicts,


and it's getting so intense you feel distant even from your own biological mother and father and their earthly thinking patterns, and you find yourself all alone, surrounded with so many, yet feel so lonely. Does anyone feel that way?, my problem is also that as I progressed in my spiritual journey, I detached from my religion in a seek to learn more wisdom and open my horizons,


so i don't really feel belong anywhere, outcasted by my own brother and sisters if I should ever dare to talk on my viewpoints and not really accepted in any other religious sometimes,
I feel so lonely. Anyone face the same thing as well?, that so much painful like a blade piercing the heart and soul emotionally,
there are nights I just choke in tears.

[iamthat]

I think we all go through different stages on our journey in this lifetime.

There is a stage where we discover spiritual teachings which make sense of our lives, and we feel full of joy and relief. We then want to share these teachings with friends and family, and we are puzzled when they fail to share our new-found enthusiasm.

Our biological parents may have provided our current physical body but in terms of spiritual awareness and understanding we may have nothing in common with them. And the same for other members of our family.

And whatever religion we may have been brought up in also becomes irrelevant. These religions may be fine for people at a certain stage of development but we have outgrown these particular beliefs.

Then we reach a stage where we accept that everyone is at different points on their journey, and what seems obvious to us is outside their comprehension. We let go of trying "to elevate their thinking and point of view" and allow them to be whatever they are.

If we are fortunate we find a group of people who also have spiritual interests, allowing for deep discussions and shared practices. If we do not find such a group then we pursue our journey in solitude, and maybe this provides lessons we need to learn.

If you feel alone in your spiritual journey then try to trust that you are exactly where you are meant to be. Other spiritual people will enter your life when the time is right.

Peace.

[Miss Hepburn]

Originally Posted by iamthat

I think we all go through different stages on our journey in this lifetime.

Yup, wise words.
Also, everything passes.

Cure for loneliness?
Give to those less fortunate. And now.
(Face to face, not just writing a check.)

[FallingLeaves]

Originally Posted by angel-of-light

I have a question for you, and I want to share with you my feelings,
does anyone here feel like the more you learned in your spiritual journey, the more hunger you have for deep conversations and knowledge until,


you got so distant from ordinary peoples (emotionally, I have them as an acquaintance but nothing more) you watch them as no matter how hard you try to elevate their thinking and point of view yet they hold so preciously to negativity and low vibration chaos and conflicts,


and it's getting so intense you feel distant even from your own biological mother and father and their earthly thinking patterns, and you find yourself all alone, surrounded with so many, yet feel so lonely. Does anyone feel that way?, my problem is also that as I progressed in my spiritual journey, I detached from my religion in a seek to learn more wisdom and open my horizons,


so i don't really feel belong anywhere, outcasted by my own brother and sisters if I should ever dare to talk on my viewpoints and not really accepted in any other religious sometimes,
I feel so lonely. Anyone face the same thing as well?, that so much painful like a blade piercing the heart and soul emotionally,
there are nights I just choke in tears.

i forgot how lonely i am. now you made me wanna cry too sigh.

but honestly I'm starting to like the distance, out here I learned all about how group think isn't a very nice thing to have to deal with... and if I weren't lonely that is all I'd have. Not that running against the wind is any fun either though...

[JustBe]

Originally Posted by angel-of-light

I have a question for you, and I want to share with you my feelings,
does anyone here feel like the more you learned in your spiritual journey, the more hunger you have for deep conversations and knowledge until,


you got so distant from ordinary peoples (emotionally, I have them as an acquaintance but nothing more) you watch them as no matter how hard you try to elevate their thinking and point of view yet they hold so preciously to negativity and low vibration chaos and conflicts,


and it's getting so intense you feel distant even from your own biological mother and father and their earthly thinking patterns, and you find yourself all alone, surrounded with so many, yet feel so lonely. Does anyone feel that way?, my problem is also that as I progressed in my spiritual journey, I detached from my religion in a seek to learn more wisdom and open my horizons,


so i don't really feel belong anywhere, outcasted by my own brother and sisters if I should ever dare to talk on my viewpoints and not really accepted in any other religious sometimes,
I feel so lonely. Anyone face the same thing as well?, that so much painful like a blade piercing the heart and soul emotionally,
there are nights I just choke in tears.

The spiritual journey is about letting go. Letting go of what no longer fits. By fit it often reflects everything outside of you that has created you through them and those things. The family relationship is one of close connection and conditioning. Your moulded by all that. Patterns, generational bonds and much more. Ultimately undoing yourself reflects much of those external ‘people and environments’ and so often you will move closer to yourself to overcome those contained patterns.

It’s through the ‘feelings’ your opening too that you come to develop deeper connection from within. No amount of external can bridge what you yourself must source as you. That’s the turnaround from others and environments towards you and the inner world that you hold as your true self.

When you ground deep in your own body, where your balance is no longer in ‘need’ to be loved’ but rises to ‘being love’ feels connected to you as the ‘fullness’ of your being, you no longer grieve, feel sad, miss those old relationships. Instead you build a new foundation of love and openness, expansive being that thrives from within. You meet yourself again, your heart will open again, your mind/body no longer contained.

The heart will break over and over until it’s no longer needing to break. It completes itself. It loves from an authentic connection where everything fits perfectly.

Then you are free and settle into just being you..💖

[angel-of-light]

Originally Posted by JustBe

The spiritual journey is about letting go. Letting go of what no longer fits. By fit it often reflects everything outside of you that has created you through them and those things. The family relationship is one of close connection and conditioning. Your moulded by all that. Patterns, generational bonds and much more. Ultimately undoing yourself reflects much of those external ‘people and environments’ and so often you will move closer to yourself to overcome those contained patterns.

It’s through the ‘feelings’ your opening too that you come to develop deeper connection from within. No amount of external can bridge what you yourself must source as you. That’s the turnaround from others and environments towards you and the inner world that you hold as your true self.

When you ground deep in your own body, where your balance is no longer in ‘need’ to be loved’ but rises to ‘being love’ feels connected to you as the ‘fullness’ of your being, you no longer grieve, feel sad, miss those old relationships. Instead you build a new foundation of love and openness, expansive being that thrives from within. You meet yourself again, your heart will open again, your mind/body no longer contained.

The heart will break over and over until it’s no longer needing to break. It completes itself. It loves from an authentic connection where everything fits perfectly.

Then you are free and settle into just being you..💖

so you saying if I understand correctly that this pain I feel like 1000 knives in my heart emotionally are needed for me to complete myself?,

all those lonely nights and choking from tears?, I hope you are right I hope that I do will find my peace being tormented like this is not fun, and thanks also to everyone here that show support,

that really help all those insights,
I still haven't given up to help in what I can to be of service to others,
I know that I will get hurt and I know I will be judged by them and I know
that they will be ungrateful but I still feel responsible to use my powers to help,


and thank you also iamthat good to know the way that happened to me with religion isn't just my case that gives me comfort to know that,


to see everyone celebrating their holidays and stand there as they ask you to join and you need to fake this as you don't feel any connection to any human's religion just so you won't be outcasted that feel good to know I am not the only one.

[iamthat]

Originally Posted by angel-of-light

I still haven't given up to help in what I can to be of service to others, I know that I will get hurt and I know I will be judged by them and I know that they will be ungrateful but I still feel responsible to use my powers to help,

Your friends and family may not understand where you are at but there are plenty of people out there who are following a wide variety of spiritual paths.

Have you looked in your town or neighbourhood to see what is on offer? For example, meditation groups, weekend courses, personal development, and so on. That is one way to meet people who resonate with you.

And it doesn't mean that you have to turn your back on your family and friends - you can still enjoy their company without looking to them to understand and support you on your journey.

Peace

[angel-of-light]

Originally Posted by iamthat

Your friends and family may not understand where you are at but there are plenty of people out there who are following a wide variety of spiritual paths.

Have you looked in your town or neighbourhood to see what is on offer? For example, meditation groups, weekend courses, personal development, and so on. That is one way to meet people who resonate with you.

And it doesn't mean that you have to turn your back on your family and friends - you can still enjoy their company without looking to them to understand and support you on your journey.

Peace

in our town either they religious or either they none religious not really yoga session under the tree or meditations, I used to have when I was young at my hometown reiki group when I was 13 years, but I am far from hometown stuck in nowhere on a city in the mountain, but hey we try to survive after all aren't we :)?, at least the air is somehow clean! at least until they start burn things up but hey that still an awesome view wish you could see every morning at my window the sun raise up and i see the whole town and mountain that breath taking, like a big tower in the mountain, almost like fairy tells, all i miss now is the princesses i work on this hehe :)

[JustBe]

Originally Posted by angel-of-light

so you saying if I understand correctly that this pain I feel like 1000 knives in my heart emotionally are needed for me to complete myself?,

all those lonely nights and choking from tears?, I hope you are right I hope that I do will find my peace being tormented like this is not fun, and thanks also to everyone here that show support,

that really help all those insights,
I still haven't given up to help in what I can to be of service to others,
I know that I will get hurt and I know I will be judged by them and I know
that they will be ungrateful but I still feel responsible to use my powers to help,


and thank you also iamthat good to know the way that happened to me with religion isn't just my case that gives me comfort to know that,


to see everyone celebrating their holidays and stand there as they ask you to join and you need to fake this as you don't feel any connection to any human's religion just so you won't be outcasted that feel good to know I am not the only one.

Describing pain as you’ve shown will often become more intense for longer periods because we get too involved with the mind and it’s relating if pain. So naturally intensity in feeling will have a story attached, but the beautiful thing in feeling is that if you don’t attach what’s happening in the opening and letting go, the tears and release, you can shift it faster.

Watch a child who stays very present with strong emotions, they will fire up with intense outbursts and if it’s welcomed safely by the onlooker without interference, and a safe space is held, the child will shift that emotion fast. One minute their screaming and all hell breaks loose, the next minute they are smiling and enjoying their play.

That’s your potential too.

I’ve been where you are, I cried non stop for five years in the core of myself undoing all those knives, cuts, wounds and trauma in my body.

I’m at peace now..

I can feel and let go fast now.

So if you practice allowing, staying present without thoughts of what is happening and why, you can shift from this fast too.

Once you intervene with a story you bridge more stories. I’m not saying it’s not ok to describe pain, but more become aware your not the pain, it’s taken up residence in you from lifetimes of suppression.

Some life times are to release the whole lot..

[angel-of-light]

Originally Posted by JustBe

Describing pain as you’ve shown will often become more intense for longer periods because we get too involved with the mind and it’s relating if pain. So naturally intensity in feeling will have a story attached, but the beautiful thing in feeling is that if you don’t attach what’s happening in the opening and letting go, the tears and release, you can shift it faster.

Watch a child who stays very present with strong emotions, they will fire up with intense outbursts and if it’s welcomed safely by the onlooker without interference, and a safe space is held, the child will shift that emotion fast. One minute their screaming and all hell breaks loose, the next minute they are smiling and enjoying their play.

That’s your potential too.

I’ve been where you are, I cried non stop for five years in the core of myself undoing all those knives, cuts, wounds and trauma in my body.

I’m at peace now..

I can feel and let go fast now.

So if you practice allowing, staying present without thoughts of what is happening and why, you can shift from this fast too.

Once you intervene with a story you bridge more stories. I’m not saying it’s not ok to describe pain, but more become aware your not the pain, it’s taken up residence in you from lifetimes of suppression.

Some life times are to release the whole lot..

that what I and my spirit guide help me working on, not only emotions but on social formality to be less serious and tight, my fear is though that because of my carelessness I may hurt or offend someone accidently,

she tries to help me calm down and learn to joke and laugh like I used to be when I was a kid, she tells me if I indeed hurt someone I can ask forgiveness and not tight, myself up, just like when I was a kid when I roam freely laugh did jokes and pranks,

the truth is the more I get better with it the more I can just sit and laugh with my biological family of course that not the most topics I desire for but at least have a good time.