Hi

Cinderella · #1 09-02-2021, 06:57 PM

I am very happy that I found this forum. I hope to find likeminded people here.

I am hypersensitive. Which has caused a lot of suffering. I used to get really sick after meeting certain people/picking up pain etc. What made it worse was that I was not able to distinguish my feelings from the feelings of other people. It took me quite some time to discover this. I think I made some unhealthy choices because of all this.

I have been working on those issues for quite some time now (emotional freedom technique, systemic work according to Hellinger, feeling the emotions until everything is resolved and energetic work like cutting cords etc).

The main reason for me not to despair (which I do occasionally) is because of some special moments I had. One of them: After my ex told me he wanted a divorce I was feeling quite hopeless (1,5 year ago, karmic relationship).. Suddenly I 'saw'/felt some angels rushing to me. It felt so comforting. Even now, the memory of it helps me. At that time it felt so real that I thought that I would feel it always, but it faded away.
Another memory that helps me is that I heard the daisies sing. Music like I never heard before.

My life is the opposite of what I wanted for myself. Divorced, no children no home (very grateful that I can live with family). And suffering from burn out/adrenal fatigur etc. for quite some years now. Almost 3 months ago I started eating according to the Medical Medium. Some things got better, but still a lot to work on.

That's it for now.