Experiences GOD Ongoing E G O .

[Michael K.]

This thread is about sharing our personal experiences with what we believe
is a Higher Power-God-Great Spirit-Allah-Brahman-or any other great
universal force you consider to be transcendent of all.

I personally have had several experiences with what I call the Father of all
that exists universally. My first major encounter with this great Spirit was in
1974 when I was in a state of chronic alcoholism and was given three
months to live by my doctor, I fell to the floor and screamed out if there is
a God, please help me now.

Immediately a great weight fell upon me as though gravity had been localized
around my body, then a loud clear inner voice said to me, WHAT DO YOU KNOW
I was about to utter some drivel abut what I thought I knew, when this weight
and pressure got far worse and my bones were cracking and my skull felt as
though it would crack open any minute, This voice said again what do you know

I shouted out NOTHING I know nothing whatsoever, immediately the weight
lifted of me, and the voice said Exactly michael you know nothing, now go
to your bed sleep and be healed.

I did as I was told, and as I lay in bed I could SEE into my brain and saw
bright blue strob lights healing my damaged brain. I have not had a drink
since that day in 1974 fifty years ago now.

Thats my first experience with the great spirit

blessings michael,

[JustBe]

That’s an amazing experience Michael.
What a turnaround also.

[JustBe]

My experience was almost like a mystery school type arrangement.

I can’t even tell you when it started and why. I was an avid seeker and healing deep layers in myself, something profound opened up in me and all around me. I felt like my crown had burst open and I just had so much flooding through me. I sensed spirits moving in and out of me. When they were in me, it was like I was looking through their eyes. This went on for around three months assisting me day and night to let go, open my awareness, understand and grow differently. My senses were very heightened and I felt like I was walking in an altered state, altered reality. Everything in me was rearranged and sorted. In this state, I was in touch with many different dimensions, different spirits day and night. Even spirits of people alive, I could sense who they were.

They were all guiding me, opening me, so it was harrowing and a terrifying gift.. lol

[Unseeking Seeker]

Experiences of God or as facilitated … where to begin?

Let me look up my log, where these are catalogued.

Have not peeped in here for a long time. Here’s the first of them dated 20-November-2018 ~

Awareness in stillness

Pure awareness
Unattached to form
Just IS
As it IS
Complete
But since the awareness wishes
Choicelessly wishes
To engage in movement
It does
Creating matter
And energising it
With a part of itself
Without reducing itself
Or being affected by matter
Though in it, with it
And so
Matter ...
Or consciousness
Thus energised
By awareness
Yawns
Stirs
Stretches
Awakens
And becomes itself ...
Awareness
There then being no difference
No separateness
Between the awareness
That brought this awareness
Into being
And ITSELF

The human form
Of consciousness
Is the latent awareness
Having already yawned
Already stirred
And now awakening
Within form
To become awareness
Pure awareness
Without form
The body
An instrument magnificent
Enigmatically magnificent
Within which
Consciousness detects
Grid lines that connect ...
The entire body itself ...
Completely
Each grid line
Having nodes
These nodes are then occupied
Energised
By awareness
Making them conscious
Just as awareness
Once made consciousness awareness
And so
Each node is now consciousness
Enabling awareness
To be joyous in movement
Of the node consciousness
Born
Energised
And awakening
Within it
Later to be distinct though unified
To itself become awareness
As is ALL

These grid lines
All interconnected
Across the body
Of which the spine to head chakras ...
Are but one
A prominent one but nevertheless ...
One of several grids
Each continuum of the grid
Whether at the node or without
Being alive & aware
So as such
Everything being awareness
In entirety
Yet ...
The magnification of awareness
At the nodes
Which are consciousnesses
Dormant and now created, born
Or say energised
Awaken
And thereby enable
The totality of consciousness
Within form awakening
And experiencing awakening
In conjunction within
Nodes awakening
In unison
As a symphony
Of the formless movement
Of awareness itself
Are connected at all continuums
Of the entirety of awareness
Boundlessly
Within form
Without form
As the one awareness
That IS

Disclaimer:

No elaboration offered
For the revelation in stillness
Which each consciousness
Awakening
To & as awareness
In timeless time
Receives and becomes
As One in Oneness
Pure Awareness

[Unseeking Seeker]

Duplicate posts being generated, which prompts sharing the next one on 17-December-2018 ~

It may be affirmed
That indeed
The nodes within
Root to Sacral
Sacral to Plexus
Plexus to Heart
Heart to Throat
Throat to Third eye
Third eye to top of head
Are connected
By capillary like tubes
Through which liquid energy flows
Upwards
Movement felt
Dispersing into space
Above the head
A wide central tubular channel
Perhaps Sushumna
Let us say, Sushumna ...
Is
Through which ...
Swoosh!
The energy moves up
From base of spine
To top of head
And outwards
At which point
A circle of light
having many triangular petals
Geometrically perfect
Of pink-white soft light
Covered in part
By violet clouds
Is seen
Then
Our non-self presence
Is one with Oneness
Absolute
Both without form and
Within form
All being one
All meaning
The entire Universe itself
And all multiverses
Which is all vibrational energy
Manifesting as
Matter or form
Of the That Oneness
Which we too are
Indivisible
In absoluteness
And so
The Oneness chooses
That even though dissolved
In IT
As IT
Yet Oneness choicelessly chooses
That we be dissolved yet distinct
And so it is
We return
From formlessnesss
To form
With this experience
With the knowing
Of Oneness
And meanwhile
Before returning to form
While in the Oneness
A dialogue ensues
Between us & oneness
Or we may say
With us With ourself
For we too are
The That Oneness
In which
Healing for another is sought
Choicelessly sought
Out of selfless love
As of Oneness choicelessness
We ask, we pause
As we pause
the flow of love does pause
The cause
Of movement
And so
The matter is left as such
Which is later validated
Though it needn’t
That all is well
And we further ask
That form be manifest
Of adepts in the nest
Of oneness
Form being irrelevant
Yet
Since the request is made
A film is displayed
Of images moving
The first an unknown to
Our memory imagery
The next Lahiri Mahasaya
Mahavtar Babaji
And many others
Although
Several known adepts
Documented in theosophy
Are not manifest
Which is alright
For the Universe shows us
What it choicelessly wishes
To show us
No argument with that
Anyway
This needless indulgence too
On our dissolved yet distinct part
Is granted
As is any wish
We choicelessly wish for
In the sea of Oneness
Upon return to form
Multitude of nodes
Apart from main chakras seven
Ignite
Come alive
In a dance synchronous
With the cosmic dance
We may call
If we like
The dance of Shiva
And we ...
Just be ...
As we are ...
Complete

[Unseeking Seeker]

Well, browsing through the diary, what do we find what occurred on 10-February-2019:

Home visit

Ah! I said
I’ve visited you twice
In the sea of Oneness
Which I too am
But yet
It’s your turn now
And so it was
The Universe descended
Through the crown
In me
Unlike the previous surge
Unlike the previous heat
Which no doubt in its right
Was complete
This time around
There was an equilibrium
Of the That exalted vibration
Accompanied with insight
And some fun
Firstly, the chakra zones
Are us
In varying frequency modes
To offer variety
And to nurture
The form occupied
By energising in-form nodes
Also alive
There is more
All chakras
Meaning us as in formlessness
Within form
And so imperceptible
Are connected
By capillaries
We may say
Dividing body form
Into two halves
If cut vertically
Elliptical
Root to crown over the front
And crown to root over rear
And of course
The space itself
Right through
As a central funnel
So where were we ...
Yes, equilibrium
All nodes alive
Vibrating
As one
No kundalini movement
We are past that now
Form, formlessness all aligned
All alive
All vibrating
In silence
With bliss
Ineffable bliss
In an unending continuum
Of equilibrium
Also felt as in known
As a definite knowing
The equilibrium signalling
Balance of male & female energies
Within
A bit of a surprise at first
But then accepting that what is, is ...
My presence
In innocence
Thanks the Oneness
For the home visit
The Oneness
Or God
As you prefer
For labels don’t count
Is asked
By me
To reveal Himself in form
Sure, He says
But it’s dark
So light the lamp within
I do
And He
As a child would
Reflects the light
From a point in space
Back at me!
We both laugh at the joke
Laugh unreservedly
As One

[Unseeking Seeker]

Each post becomes duplicated, so let me search for the next one as a filler …

I could not find this one, so I’ll recount from memory:

Wide awake, mode prayer
I as in the earth entity
Sought blessings
For my family

Reality shifted
A clear voice spoke
Both kind and yet firm
‘None are yours, all are mine’

I was jolted, to say the very least
A telepathic dialogue ensued
Delusion was dispelled
Truth was known

[JustBe]

It appears you’ve fast tracked your process to the year 2029 unseeker. Time travelling hehe

[Unseeking Seeker]

Here’s one dated 8th July 2020 -

Consciousness expands
Encompassing earth
All forms
Mountains & oceans
Each organism
Containing all within
Each lifetron independent
Yet assimilated
Within the one
Which I Am

The expansion spherical
Holding the Universe
Boundless space
Void & manifestation
All alive
Consciousness untouched
Though containing all
Impersonal yet responsive
To each impulse
Of the play

[Unseeking Seeker]

Ok, so here is the most vivid and profound experience:

One night, as I slipped into deep meditation spontaneously, an unvoiced communication from a centreless fulcrum said that if I so wished, I could exit the earth plane. Strangely there was no reaction from me as evoked as I nonchalantly consented to go along with the suggestion. The atmosphere was surreal, tranquil and vibrant.

As soon as I gave my consent, four forms appeared. I instantaneously just knew somehow in definitiveness that they represented unresolved karma, perhaps from past lives. They asked me how I could leave, when there was unfinished business, so to speak.

There was no hesitation on my part at all. I said, sure, all conflicts need to be resolved by love alone, so I’m ready to face any consequence of my past misdemeanours. No sooner did I so ‘speak’ God appeared instantaneously. The room was full of a soft white yet brilliant light, a light that does not hurt the eyes and is yet bright beyond measure. I just knew, It was God. There was no doubt.

He banished the apparitions with a wave of His hand and told me that all my karma is hereby extinguished. I was overwhelmed, to say the least. He stood next to me and somehow, it was clear that God is Father, not Mother (for example, we know that the kundalini is the Divine Mother, not Father).

Well, so much for the gender bit, it was an instant intuitive, definitive knowing, which I cannot explain or elaborate.

From within His vast ovoid like luminous form radiant with the effulgence of His sublime lustre, God held out His hand and took mine in His. He then walked me to a house where my wife stood and said, ‘Go and live out your allotted time in peace and happiness together.’

After these words, He vanished. The afterglow of His visit remained in the room as I, fully awake took in the experience with humility and wonderment.

Edit: I did write about this as it occurred on 16-August-2023. Here is the link - https://www.spiritualforums.com/vb/s...&postcount=755