Help or explanations, please.

I agree with Barbara Glad, a mentor would be good. I started going to a spiritualist churche's development group, nothing really halppened. I joined a paranormal investigation team and i began to understand what was happening, what was what so to speak. I did this blindly and i would not recommend it. I soon learned how to protect myself though.. believe me!! Although I wouldn't recommend this method of learning, but what it did do was put me together with a really lovely lady who is in the group, who is also psychic, well, she's a medium actually. We make a very good team and learn so much from each other.. from reactions to seeing the same things, whatever. I feel we were put together to help each other on our quest.
I don't necessarily predict the future although i can often see how things will pan out, i mainly communicate with spirit.
Good luck with it Glad, it's a wonderful journey once you learn not to be afraid. i've never felt so whole since i stopped questioning myself and although i'm only really at the beginning of my journey ( i've just turned 35... got all my silliness out of the way! lol) i can see a future for the first time ever. I feel blessed.

Love and light to you both xx