Intoxication

On New Year's Eve I got heavily intoxicated. I smoked pot and drank (for me) a substantial amount of alcohol. This might come as a surprise since I am studying medicine and I should probably know better, but I told myself, "Gotta let loose sometimes, right?"

Well, since then, I have been sleeping like ****, and my vibration is not up to the level I'd like it to be.

I am trying to not have regret about what I did, but I can't help by ask myself why I thought it was a good idea? To ingest at least two kinds of poison that were not being used for healing, but recreation? What was I thinking?

School resumes tomorrow, and I have a lot of work (materially and non-materially) to do over the next month. I can't really afford this kind of set back. I know I'm going to feel better soon, but... this just seems like it's not helping.

I'm sure I'm not the only one on here who has done this. I basically took my good vibration and messed it over, it seems.

If anyone can offer some insights, that would be appreciated. I want to better understand what I thought I was doing, and how to get back on track now in the aftermath!

Thanks a lot.



Edited by SF Staff

[Silver]

As a student of TCM, perhaps you could request or read about something to counteract your indiscretions on NYE. It's probably not the first time you did like this, but with any luck, your last. Everything in moderation. We all drift from that sometimes. I believe you'll be ok soon.

[Spiritlite]

Drink lots of water, sweat it out, get those toxins out of you seriously. Do you have access to a sauna? Get in there and sweat it out, and again LOTS of water.
Spiritlite