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Originally Posted by Still_Waters
Ramana: "...merely to meditate on the nature of the 'I' is a confession of one's mental weakness."
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Some one, whom I respect highly, asked for a clarification regarding what I had personally realized from the above Ramana Maharshi quote. Feel free to comment as you see fit as my interpretation is certainly open to questioning.
As some of you know, one of my favorite Biblical passages is "Be Still and Know that I AM God" (Psalms 46:10). That has been a guiding principle in my life for many years.
In "Talks", Ramana commented on that passage and defined "Be Still" as "I AM" (WITH NO OTHER THOUGHTS), which is precisely what I had been doing. I realized that, as soon as one completes the sentence "I AM" with an identifying element such as "I AM <Still Waters>", one creates separation/differentiation. Hence, part of my practice had been to meditate on "I AM" with no other thoughts as it does give one (at least me) a sense of unitary consciousness.
When I read the above passage for the first time, I didn't understand what Ramana meant and hence I searched the index in Ramana's book "Talks" for ALL references to "I AM".
I then found a passage that started to clear up my confusion.
"That which is no longer even says I AM". That was certainly not immediately obvious to me.
I then recalled that Nisargadatta Maharaj had once said that "I AM" is the first manifestation from the Absolute but is NOT the Absolute. It took a long time for all this to register.
Then I noted that the Sufi Master Hazrat Inayat Khan similarly stated that "Creation begins with the activity of consciousness, which is vibration". He goes on to say that the vibrations create a primal sound during which the One becomes aware of itself as the "I AM".
Taoist writings indicate: "In utter emptiness and complete silence (especially the mind), simply watch the return (to original nature)".
Other wisdom traditions pointed me in the same direction and the meaning of Ramana's words became clearer and clearer.
Having practiced conscious sleep for years, one can observe this process on an analogous ("As above, so below") basis as the dream universe manifests from the "nothingness" (in deep sleep) that is not really "nothing". One can also observe directly the transition from deep sleep to the so-called waking state that is not really "awake" in the Buddhist sense.
The "I AM" does eventually subside even if only temporarily for some like me and that complete stillness does indeed become more and more continuous.
At that point, "That which is does not even say I AM" .... even if only temporarily.... any more than one would state the obvious in saying "I have two arms and two legs".
P.S. I still meditate on the "I AM" (with no other thoughts) but as a gateway to the Absolute Stillness since I am not yet firmly established in "That" as I still get distracted/entangled in the Cosmic Drama and Ramana points to this as a
"mental weakness". Eventually, however, even the thought "I AM" subsides even if only temporarily (for me).
P.S.S. Also keep in mind the Zen saying: "Equality without differentiation is poor equality; differentiation without equality is poor differentiation". BOTH perspectives are aspects of the Reality and one discovers how to shift perspectives just as one can shift attention between the dreamer and the dream-object in a lucid dream. ("As above, so below". "Man is made in the image of God.")
All should feel free to comment since, as I mentioned before, my interpretation is certainly open to question.