Is Energy Healing Painful?

[Gem]

Originally Posted by Green.Heals

Most on this thread all agree that energy healing is gentle & should not hurt, but when someone comes along and says but it hurts, all of a sudden they're shamed or blamed for it.

Actually, the healing process does include some pain, discomfort, emotional storms, and some other difficulties. Your experience is normal.

I can know I feel safe coming to a place such as this to express it, but I don't,

The purification needs the right protections, consents and boundaries. An open place like this is OK for the topic, but not for the process itself

[BigJohn]

Have you been to Doctors that specialized in ADHD?
And also, have you been seeing a Doctor for borderline personality disorder?

You might have to go to these Doctors many times...... to get relief.

There is a possibility the Doctors have misdiagnosed you. I once had serious problems and they were caused by the environment. I went to a Doctor that dealt with those issues and slowly but slowly, every issue disappeared.

I wish I could help you more. Before I leave, know that you are loved and that there are many, in Spirit and not, who wish you the best and pass there love on to you.

[bobjob]

Originally Posted by Green.Heals

Hi, I am sharing my story, as it is all spiritual issue's. & no they should not be expected to. What I am trying to get across is that just because someone is a mod, they don't know everything. & I have felt attacked by mods, I know they tried to help and I have some real deep issue's. It's not cathartic for me. It's painful actually.

I'm sorry you're feeling such pain and distress. The staff who oversee what's posted in the various forums have to use their judgement about what appears in the areas for which they have responsibility. When there aren't many staff the load may fall continually on just a certain few and they do their best.

[bobjob]

Originally Posted by Green.Heals

You know people have told me in this past year that I should "look within" instead of coming on a forum for idea's or guidance from another, yet, people come onto sites such as these to share idea's & get guidance, & get insight, even if it is only general, as no one can pin point help for one person.

Most on this thread all agree that energy healing is gentle & should not hurt, but when someone comes along and says but it hurts, all of a sudden they're shamed or blamed for it. That is what it feels like.

One problem you and others will find is that some give so-called advice when they may not have relevant understanding or experience.

[bobjob]

Originally Posted by Green.Heals

Most on this thread all agree that energy healing is gentle & should not hurt, but when someone comes along and says but it hurts, all of a sudden they're shamed or blamed for it. That is what it feels like.

Every individual has personal choice who to listen to but all I can say in justification of my own approach that I have NEVER, EVER, EVER heard of spiritual healing hurting.

I can not speak about other forms of treatment and I am not shaming or blaming anyone who promotes their own healing provision. You now have read various explanations and you are better able to judge for yourself based on what you've read.

[bobjob]

Originally Posted by Green.Heals

I feel like I am followed around by mods on here because I mentioned earlier this year I felt suicidal. & yes I deal with suicidal ideation and a lot more of it in my twenties. I tried to explain it came up in the healing I received and I guess I wasn't believed. So it feels like I am being "watched" for it.

If someone tells me what they've experienced I believe them. I run a website elsewhere and I am continually watchful for anyone potentially suicidal because I would consider myself failing in my responsibility if I didn't. So I'm sorry if you feel you're being watched but maybe others feel as I do.

[bobjob]

Originally Posted by Green.Heals

A spiritual forum is a place where when I experience the oddball things I do, I can know I feel safe coming to a place such as this to express it, but I don't, and I a lot of that is my own inner turmoil, how my mind works unfortunately, so I stay off out of embarrassment from time to time throughout the years.

I suppose it really does not matter.

A public forum isn't necessarily the best place to seek advice. It's inevitable those who respond to threads will have different approaches, different beliefs, different points of view.

[bobjob]

Originally Posted by BigJohn

Have you been to Doctors that specialized in ADHD?
And also, have you been seeing a Doctor for borderline personality disorder?
You might have to go to these Doctors many times...... to get relief.
There is a possibility the Doctors have misdiagnosed you.

sound suggestions

[Native spirit]

If anyone is having health issues please go and see your doctor.
do NOT ask on public forum for a diagnosis as we are not trained to do so.


Namaste

[Green.Heals]

Originally Posted by BigJohn

Have you been to Doctors that specialized in ADHD?
And also, have you been seeing a Doctor for borderline personality disorder?
You might have to go to these Doctors many times...... to get relief.

Yes, I have been seeing someone for the last 13 years on and off that specialize in both adhd & BPD.

I have received 3 diagnosis of BPD in the last 15 years, all by different Doctors/Professionals.

The ADHD did not "show up" until about 31 - 33 years of age. They think it is due to the severe trauma I grew up in, and it was hidden. But I feel it also showed up at this time because, of severe continuous instability within. I had 1.5 years of hauntings in my home, so I slept with the light on, at the same time, I had Chronic Fatigue Syndrome that only got worse as the time went on, and I was working under a very abusive employer that knew my landlord, and were spreading about my personal life to folks in the area/ & they would continue to do so for a couple of years after as well. & coming into my home without notice, and I constantly started job hopping shortly there after trying to shake them. I could not afford therapy at the time. I had some devastating circumstances, unlucky breaks, and I put myself into bad situations.

Not all Psychiatrists specialize in Adult adhd nor BPD, and it is tricky to find one.

There was a couple of years when I had no issue's and I utilized the skills needed for BPD to cope ahead...with the above, I began to stop using those skills, and utilized old behavior patterns that had me constantly chasing my tail. Until I places a stop on them, and used the awareness.

Often, I forget what the skills are, or how to implement them. Though I've photocopied them and have them located everywhere. It was brought to my attention that, I would not heal the BPD (as others take only a few months to a couple of years to heal & have a life worth living - as it is said) because my adhd is untreated. & I ran from the meds in 2017. & I tried meds in 2019, 2020, and 2021. I am very sensitive to what I put in my body. Advil has had adverse reactions, the meds make me tired, slow me down, give me cystic acne, lose my appetite, and stop me from sleeping. So than I lose balance to life in other ways. So I don't really know anymore.

I often don't have a doctor. & I unfortunately moved to another province impulsively this time last year, as I was worried about being able to make ends meet after losing 2 jobs...due to mental health, one was a big career. & at the time, a parent in the same province found a Pyschiatrist there for me, but it was too late, I'd left.

Right now I am trying to get some long term stability in place, and heal my past in trauma.& just cold turkey all poor behaviours, and take the leaps of faith spirit has asked of me.

I saw a vocational therapist this year, that did some testing with me, and she thinks there is a possibility of another disorder, but my therapist feels she was over stepping her boundaries, and that the two disorders I already currently have, show all the same signs, as they're all located within the same part of the brain. It wouldn't hurt to be tested.