My father died and I spoke to him in spirit

[LoveWater]

Originally Posted by Native spirit

Then you should count yourself Lucky. many people can go years and years before having contact.
I am a medium and i have never had a conversation with my husband since he passed.
My grandmother always used to say your gift is to Help others. it is not for yourself.

@Native spirit. I agree that I am supposed to help others with the gift that I have. However, if you have read my other thread about never channeling again, you would know that I have had a LOT of trouble with lower level spirits/demons/entities when channeling, and that it has caused me to be HOSPITALIZED THREE TIMES now.

How can I help others when I have those issues going on? I can't. And, as long as I maintain a lifestyle that is not conducive to channeling, I must withdraw from channeling altogether.

Now, that being said, it does happen from time to time, and I do make contact still periodically - in a safe way. Hence, contact with my deceased father. But then I shut it down quickly in order to protect myself from getting into any more trouble.

I hope one day that this will all shift for me and that I can help others with my gift, but for now, that is not possible whatsoever.

Also, it's surprising to hear that you haven't been able to connect with your deceased husband, and I am so sorry for that. I am guessing you would love to be able to connect with him in spirit, at least just once.