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Old 04-11-2021, 11:56 PM
FallingLeaves FallingLeaves is offline
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hi sweetie

haven't been thinking
of a you
much
lately

kinda weird

so thank you
for not being
so in my face
with your absence

it means something to me
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Old 08-11-2021, 12:39 AM
FallingLeaves FallingLeaves is offline
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so he was like
wandering about
listlessly

there doesn't seem much point
in believing
this life is going anywhere
any more

he gets it,
he is being punished.

in some ways
that is kinda ok
in a way
that it never was before

at least
if he doesn't get to relate
he doesn't have to feel
like he's going to be dragged into
something
that always hurts anyway

so anyway
listless and all
he ran into yet another
girl with pretty eyes

once again
way too young

but now he knows
hows this goes

and he's kinda at the point
of no longer wanting to believe
things can be
different than they are.
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Old 09-11-2021, 10:31 PM
FallingLeaves FallingLeaves is offline
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he saw the blue girl
in a dream
last night

she was happy
dancing
young again

seemed awake even
which was never true
in other dreams of her

her sister
an orange girl
made a cameo
sitting in a chair

young too

and a little chubby
but he appreciated that
as isn't he too?
lol

he waved to the sister

it was a nice dream...
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Old 09-11-2021, 11:17 PM
FallingLeaves FallingLeaves is offline
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well
he didn't want to be taken
seriously

lol

but the flip side of that
is a little hard to bear

between not wanting to be
inspired to be
mad
though

and would rather be a bit
ditzy
anyway

he guesses he'll just have to cope

*but his ego is taking a banging*
lol
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Old 11-11-2021, 12:47 AM
FallingLeaves FallingLeaves is offline
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hi sweetie

aw, you still care!

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Old 11-11-2021, 10:41 PM
FallingLeaves FallingLeaves is offline
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it is still
really weird
not caring
to fall in love
with simply everyone
I meet

weird

but at least
my meditations
are going well!
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Old 14-11-2021, 05:29 AM
FallingLeaves FallingLeaves is offline
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I feel like
I have
a nice life

i mean
not all sunshiny
the way people want them

and kinda lonely at times
my twin didn't want me
and noone else does
either
apparently

but what else is new
it seems a truism
'i'm not to be wanted'
sad as that makes me

but I learned a lot
about what not to do
by considering my lot
seriously

just wish
I could know
I learned that lesson
about getting even

i mean right now
I don't wanna
because I know
how bad it will be for me
if I touch it

and besides
it isn't such a nice thing
to do to others
anyway

but what happens
when this life
gets stripped away
and I have to face things
in the raw
without any particular knowledge
yet again?

but meanwhile
I'm at least not unhappy...
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Old 27-11-2021, 02:34 AM
FallingLeaves FallingLeaves is offline
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hi sweetie

don't know what to do
about tomorrow.

Caught between
a rock and a hard place
again

why does it always have to be this way?

If I go
I'll feel like I'm chasing you
and then when you aren't there
I'll feel taken for granted
and abused
again

If I don't go
I'll feel like I'm being obstinate
trying to deny you something
even though I'm not doing anything of the kind
again

What I really wanna do
is just accept
what you said
when you said
you didn't want me
all those times

just accept
for once
that I can't have you
for a change

and let this go

but all I can see
is that horrors will come
from your response
to any decision I make

tomorrow

Sigh.
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Old 27-11-2021, 03:53 AM
FallingLeaves FallingLeaves is offline
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so sad

frustrating being male

but

if what I'm getting from females
truly is what I put out when I am one
then I probably need this reality check.

(later)
so sad, wanting to cry.
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Old 28-11-2021, 08:22 PM
FallingLeaves FallingLeaves is offline
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well
he decided not to go.

seemed like
that was the lesser
of too evils...

now he is waiting
to get kicked
again
though.
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