I wonder if anyone's got an opinion on this, as I could do with some perspective. I've been attending a psychic development circle since Feb this year, and seem to have come on in leaps and bounds since then. The circle leader describes me as having "very powerful spiritual energy", but I'm having some doubts and confusion over what I experience, especially as I don't notice things that lots of the others pick up on, and the messages I get from spirit aren't as clear or detailed as you would expect for someone who is meant to be so spiritually blessed!
At Tuesday night's circle, the woman on my immediate right was telling us how she'd got several spirits all yelling at her at once, and she was completely overwhelmed & uncomfortable. We were sitting infront of the fireplace, which for the past few weeks has been a hive of spirit activity, and the resident male spook has been picking on someone each week & trying to disturb them as much as possible! Which leads me onto my question.......
I've sat next to the 'picked on' person quite a few times now, and deliberately sat by the fireplace again the other night (feeling brave, lol). But although I always feel icy cold (no matter where I sit), I have NEVER been bothered in any other way. In fact, I have never seen any of the resident spooks either with my physical eyes or my 3rd eye, so *** goes on?
Other people have reported being blown on, poked, shouted at by these resident spirits, but I get nothing - not that I
want that to happen, you understand, lol.
I've been told that its because I'm going into a higher dimension with my meditations, and so I just won't see or be bothered by the lower vibrating ghosties & stuff. I can understand this to a large extent, as my messages to people (when I was put to the test a couple of weeks ago) were all about their emotions and their spiritual development, whereas other people get lots of names of deceased relatives, and talk about money, travel & other more mundane things like that.
But to sit next to someone being tormented all evening and not see/sense/feel/hear anything at all??? Is that why those spooks don't bother even to try with me? Or am I just **** at all this and delusional? Have I really just totally missed out a stage in my deveopment? I wonder if this is why I've never been able to astral travel either, despite 18 months of trying?
A woman from the circle called Sally told me a story about a woman who attended one of her paranormal evenings last week. I was meant to be going too, but there was a mix-up with my friend & she cancelled. They did a seance in this same building we all go to for the circle (I didn't know they were going to do that!) and the ghost-wife of the male spook I've just been on about posessed this woman. The woman started struggling for breath and eventually there were finger marks on her throat from where the spook had tried to strangle her! Sally eventually managed to 'bring the woman back' by listening to instructions from her spirit guide, even tho she'd never done it before. But it left me wondering, would I have been 'open' to this happening to me if I'd have been there too? If so, would I have realised before anything bad happened?
Sorry if I don't sound very coherant here, I have tried my best, but have got so many questions whirling around in my head at the moment, I'm probably not explaining things properly!