Healing inner Child & 2nd Chakra

[FairyCrystal]

I bought the E-course Healing the Inner Child & Enlighten the 2nd Chakra from a reputed spiritual centre.
Normally I would not have been able to get it, but the centre is closing soon due to serious illness of the owner and they offer certain thing with discount.

Reading what would be dealt with, I knew I had to have it, needed it!!
A few months back I discovered I likely have C-PTSD. I could get regular help, had an intake. During that intake I received so much judgement and telling me how I feel and what I can handle that I was shocked, appalled and it dragged up my main issue:
not being heard, not being seen, not being acknowledged for who I am!

Needless to say I cancelled the therapy.

Now this course... it'll deal with many of the childhood/inner child issues I'm struggling with, and offer me much much more on top of that due to the high vibration of the transmissions by the channeller (the owner).

It works with bio herbal tinctures and/or pendants that have been 13D opened and activated and have the Deva angel of the herb anchored on the resp. tincture and/or pendant.
The course is 5 transmission based on the healing power of 1 herb. Now this is not your regular info, this is incredibly high vibrational.

I've done 2 transmissions so far, only bought it yesterday. Because of that I haven't received the tinctures/pendants yet, but I wanted to start regardless.

Normally when doing the course there was a transmission every 2 weeks.
It is of course best to not race through it, but to properly let it work in, do the transmission couple of times and take the matching tincture and/or wear the pendant.

In any case, I'm excited! SO much shifted with this 2nd transmission, I almost feel like a different person.

Thanks for reading!

[FairyCrystal]

YAY, my tinctures and/or pendants will arrive today!!
Very happy as since the last transmission I have all kinds of old memories surfacing.
Like my system has held on to those in the subconscious -probably of both the brain and the body and energy bodies- and these are now being release and have to 'evaporate'.
It's all really old stuff, some things I didn't even consciously remembered or thought of anymore as it's in the past. Yet apparently it still needs to be released.

I'm not a 100% certain of the next statement as I've done a lot in the past 19 years, but I don't think I've ever had a similar thing happen this strongly!!
It actually has taken me by surprise as I hadn't expected it.
I'm used to what you can call normal transmissions and visualisation, never had them from a herb and the higher overarching Deva angel of the herb.
I underestimated how incredibly powerful this could be!!

So yes, looking forward to the tinctures and/or pendants (not sure from which herb I'll get a tincture or a pendant. You do not get both per herb) but I'm eager to either use the marigold tincture or wear the pendant, in case I do not get a tincture of that.
I do hope for the tincture though as clearly marigold has a tremendous effect on me!!

[Native spirit]

Everybody has an inner child but some go through such trauma that they lock it away.
It is only when they get older do they realise that something id not right and many people require counselling to figure it out.
Doctors don't always know what to say so it leaves you Frustrated.
So it is important to let that inner child out to play sometimes


Namaste

[FairyCrystal]

Indeed. And therapy doesn't really cover the load and depth I'm now getting to.
I've given an Inner Child course myself. I regard that as the flagship of my courses.
The results people had because of it were astounding!
But even that in depth course -that I'm still proud of- didn't go as deep as the one I'm doing now.
For instance in the first transmission you go back to the moment of conception and when having to attach in the womb, connect with it. Not literally but emotionally & energetically as that is at the core of later attachment issues in life.
So looking at was it easy? Was there connection and interaction with mother? Were you made to feel welcome, this we're so happy with you and looking forward to meeting you! You're so welcome with us!
Or did mother maybe not have time, was distracted or more focused on partner/job/sibling/whatever else?
And so on and so forth.
Mind you, that is only very small part of the transmission. But just to illustrate the depth of it.
And with things like that it's so easy to get into your thinking mind and to fill in for mother what she did and didn't do as opposed to tuning in to yourself at the time in the womb and how you felt, what it was like.
Again, this is only a small part of it, a few minutes, and the transmission lasts an hour so there's much much more.

She said that 99% of people still cannot really 'be', be themselves at all levels. She said that even she doesn't have that 100% yet, and she has done nothing but this kind of work for some 4 decades, so go figure.

I just did that 1st transmission again. Still struggling with it. I find it way more difficult to let in than the 2nd one.
Intuitively I think that's telling me I really need it. There are likely substantial things that do not wish to surface, hihi. So I'm going to do it a few more times, and also take the tincture 3x a day before I move on to the next.
That'll require patience as I wish to just skip it and steam ahead, but I know I shouldn't.

I did btw have a severe almost choking in my own spit moment shortly before starting the transmission. Always so scary! I am familiar with this odd phenomenon. My mum has it too as did her mother, my son often had it as a baby which was scary as heck!

Afterwards someone else spoke of having to cough a lot beforehand and the answer was that it's already the energy at work. It means there's a lot of stuck energy that needs to come out.
So I feel it was the same thing for me.

Anywho, almost midnight. I'm going to chill now!

[FairyCrystal]

Tonight I decided not to take the 3rd doses of the tincture. And lo' and behold: I feel a helluva lot better now!!
I've been feeling really slow and like I had non-stop brain-fog, and it dawned on me that maybe the tincture doesn't agree with me too well.
I didn't like the taste of it either, almost off-putting.

Wait and see how it goes tomorrow when I don't take it at all anymore. I can still hold it or keep it near, it'll also work then.

[FairyCrystal]

I've let the whole lot simmer for a couple of days. Then last night I suddenly felt I had to do the 3rd transmission with birch.
I felt really affected before doing it, I was a little bit scared of what was going to come up as I felt something had to be released.
And holy cow, it was intense! But in a good way.
The healing & cleansing of the water organs was amazing, then the Divine Light went through my entire body.
In the end my Higher Self came in via 3rd eye & Crown to the Heart. I felt it so well in my Throat chakra!
And what peace and tranquility, a true blessing!
She said that now it was at the level of thinking, the mind, when it integrated deeper it'd also go lower in the body and anchor on the level of feeling, on a deeper level.
It was pretty much amazing!

Much more happened of course, cannot relay an hour-long transmission.
I have decided to take the tincture with water a few times a day as well to support this enormous process.
Contrary to the first tincture this Birch tasted lovely! I will, however, not take 10-15 drops after my experience with the other one. Just 4-5 will have to suffice for now. First I want to know what effect it has on me.

I'm so glad I got this course!!

[Alonso24st]

My inner child is damaged and traumatised,i need to give inner child some healing,maybe via reiki.

[Adgee]

I think my inner child has trauma attached, I'm pretty sure I'm what they call autistic and innatentive adhd and I've suffered a lot in my youth and slso in later life, I'd like to learn more on how to heal my inner child.