I'm healing awareness :-)

[Joyce]

I am still here, because I just wrote a quick one and went to end and \\ poof// ~ it disappears and it wasn't posted, so anyway.

I was just writing, and it helps me best to speak to my~self. But do I listen? I just huft at myself out loud. I'm trying to stop the thinking that constanly rattles until I stop it. Meditation works.

So, is Joyce aware, in the moment before becoming angry inside over some just imagined reason this or that happeend? Nope, not yet.

I do believe I will as soon as I can stop being angry inside at who I've become. Yea,, I'm smelling 70, I've never broken the law, I am certainly not racist, andj I'm proud to say I live a beautiful life, but not the one I'd iver imagine for my~self, but I helped create the like I live. I say helped?

Because NONE of can "escape" our energy withing combined, somehow (besides belief) with the energy of this universe, including our atmosphere.

Anyway, this is it for now, and I'll keep on working on awareness in the moment!

Joyce