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Old 04-08-2020, 03:52 PM
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jgross4573 I have a perspective that may or may not give something to the discussion.

The whole wall of text is somewhat neccessary for the point of my post.


So anyway -
Just a month ago I came out of a nightmarish situation where a possessed psychotic woman where finally evicted from the apartment above me after having tormented me and those who lived wall to wall with her.

I Lived here for one year and she have been truly diabolical the entire time.

She "wakes" up around 12-02 each night and throws things in the walls and against the floor and bangs books and stuff extremly hard directly over my bed so that using earplugs doesnt really makes a difference because the whole place vibrates and I woke up around 20 times each night and was almost never long in Rem sleep.
Couldnt work for a year, often couldnt even use my car because I had such a sleep deprivation.

She asked her drugged up boy friend to beat up an 70 old man who lived next to her because he called the police all the time on her, he got it bad when he was walking around with his standing walkchair thing(dont know the english word for it)
she later sent her boyfriend after me which put me in a possibly problematic situation with the law, still unresolved many months later which further attests to the polices "out of this world" worthlessness in this situation.

She never walked out of her apartment alone, would always call someone to "escort" her because she new that her neigbours where on the breaking point, especially me.
She didnt like getting fined for disturbance when securitas came so somehow during her rage fits she would stop completely exactly as the local security(securitas) came into our neigbourhood and she would be silent as they knocked on her door and wait for a few minutes til they left and then continue the "psychotic" madness. Never before have I heard of someone being able to switch of their crazy for 10min straight and even less have I heard about someone "magically" knowing about them(securitas) being near almost every single time.

Often after she had done her 3-5hours nonstop banging in the walls/floors and screaming she would cry super loud for several hours.
The police, landlord and so on didnt do anything at all, the only time they came was when I lost it and was screaming at her thru her window to shut up.
Then they seemed to have all the resources in the world to tell me to behave and that it doesnt solve anything for me to go up to her apartment. This whole surreal response from the "rulers" police,law,landlord was extremly odd aswell, I heard about 2 months after I moved in that she was to be evicted by law the month before I moved in but somehow she got it extended for a year...
(acceptance and tollerance) echoed everytime I got contact with the guides.

My meaning with this long post wasnt actually to "vent" I just want to make sure that it is more than obvious that this is the work of a possessed woman(she didnt even know she did this, she said we where the ones that was making noise, her family,friends and "support" persons believed she was surrounded by evil neigbours).

And the cherry on top of this situation was that nobody would do anything to fix this, the police didnt even take her violent boyfriend seriously at all, I said had called them well over 5 times the months prior to him assaulting me saying that just that would happen, they couldnt have cared less.

The only time this got better during that year was when I stopped caring and just listened to the sound of destruction with no judgement at all.
Seriously, it stopped so many times, for days in a row even anytime I could pull this off but then I got dragged in again by mind saying "She is ruining your life, this is no way to live, she should be punished" and so on and the next night it was the same again.
My "guides" only said one thing during that entire year and that was basically
"Acceptance and tollerance".

I learned alot about how a possessed person is, how their energy feels and how to protect against them during this year in a way that I would never learn if I hadnt been in this situation.

Could it be that my guides, soul or even the universe itself orcestrated this situation for me so I would learn to accept whatever comes and learn this lessons about spirits, energy and round the clock protection and fear management?.

I know it probably sounds harsh but maybe youre situation is exactly what you should have right now, not as a way to break you but for you to prevail whatever comes at you and learn things?

The demon(I call these ones negative entities as they cant speak) who rode this woman didnt speak and was more of a big over fattened blob who lived of us neighbours hate for her. I could feel its energy tentacles getting desperate when I ignored her and refused to become angry.
This entity was not bright enough to manipulate the police and law as far as I could see so it was more like it was just one more pawn in a bigger play, just for me.

Anyway, hope things go towards brighter times for you and that my post hopefully have brings something of value for you :)

Inshallah, godspeed, namaste and so on.


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Old 04-08-2020, 04:30 PM
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bad neighbors are the worst thing in the world - there is nothing worse

For me personally this experience gave me invaluable lessons but yeah, the one place you should be able to rest and recuperate from the day being trashed by disturbing neighbors is dreadful indeed.


- I learned from this hellish year that everyone is capable of doing anything at any time, it just takes the right cercumstances, events and triggers and bobs your uncle, you have done something that you would of shunned another person for even contemplating about doing.
I know myself and my boundaries or rather lack of well defined boundaries much better now. (I didnt actually do anything but that was pure devine intervention)


- That this place, this zoo, this prison, this reality, whatever you want to call it is never and will probably never become worthy of being taken seriously.

- That when you accept everything that is and really on all levels of your being seizes to place any weight in what happens or "should" happen you have won.
Nothing can ever bother you again, I am not there completely myself as an honest disclosure, I get glimpses tho and lordy lord are those wonderful times.

For example, I had a truly awful day today where everything that could go wrong did and when I went into the bank to try to order a new card for my internetbank and she told me that my driver license had expired a month ago so she couldnt help me I just laughed right in her face until she started laughing aswell. That was the switch to lightness for this day :).
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Old 09-08-2020, 01:03 AM
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I don't know what you guys are talking about because these things turned out to be hallucinations and they are gone now. Because I actually care about myself enough to work hard and find out what the problem is. I made a mistake calling them "spirits"and that was my fault. I am sorry for any confusion it may have caused you. I am just around a lot of toxic new age people who are mean to me and was also manipulated by them into thinking that my mental disorder was actually spirits talking to me and that made me mad and go crazy. It didn't help me knowing that they were spirits and that they can are aware of what they are doing because that actually made me feel worse and then it made me feel scared and upset. Thank you for responses though. I am glad I spoke about it because maybe because I did I realized what the real issue is. I don't believe that this situation was orchestrated for me to learn any lessons. I don't believe any guides were there to help me but I helped myself. But I did learn something's about people because I taught myself and now I know what to do and what not to do in the future. I don't believe in the new age movement. I did teach myself to take care of myself more and to ignore other people and watch out for other people. I also taught myself that people are not to be trusted and that people don't know what is best for me but I do. My situation was different from what you guys are talking about. But I was open to listening to what you had to say because I am open-minded and I did try what you told me and I did feel a bit better. This is was a vent and a way for me to clarify and I really appreciate the responses and I am glad I went on here thanks to you guys.
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I don't know what you guys are talking about because these things turned out to be hallucinations and they are gone now. Because I actually care about myself enough to work hard and find out what the problem is. I made a mistake calling them "spirits"and that was my fault. I am sorry for any confusion it may have caused you. I am just around a lot of toxic new age people who are mean to me and was also manipulated by them into thinking that my mental disorder was actually spirits talking to me and that made me mad and go crazy. It didn't help me knowing that they were spirits and that they can are aware of what they are doing because that actually made me feel worse and then it made me feel scared and upset. Thank you for responses though. I am glad I spoke about it because maybe because I did I realized what the real issue is. I don't believe that this situation was orchestrated for me to learn any lessons. I don't believe any guides were there to help me but I helped myself. But I did learn something's about people because I taught myself and now I know what to do and what not to do in the future. I don't believe in the new age movement. I did teach myself to take care of myself more and to ignore other people and watch out for other people. I also taught myself that people are not to be trusted and that people don't know what is best for me but I do. My situation was different from what you guys are talking about. But I was open to listening to what you had to say because I am open-minded and I did try what you told me and I did feel a bit better. This is was a vent and a way for me to clarify and I really appreciate the responses and I am glad I went on here thanks to you guys.
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Old 22-11-2020, 04:31 AM
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Hey Hologram8, I was wondering if we could talk again. I came back to this site and reread what we talked about before and what you said really helped me and I wanted to know if we can talk about things like we did before. I felt better when I talked to you. I had to go to the mental hospital because of the voices and then I was told I had schizophrenia and it came as a shock to me. I really need someone to talk to and I thought I'd reach out to you. I was wondering if that would be okay with you.
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Old 22-11-2020, 06:01 PM
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Hey Hologram8, I was wondering if we could talk again. I came back to this site and reread what we talked about before and what you said really helped me and I wanted to know if we can talk about things like we did before. I felt better when I talked to you. I had to go to the mental hospital because of the voices and then I was told I had schizophrenia and it came as a shock to me. I really need someone to talk to and I thought I'd reach out to you. I was wondering if that would be okay with you.
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They told me I have schizophrenia ~ in reality I have psychic abilities
some bad spirits want to bully me ~ I just have to find a way to get rid of them and everything will be fine ~ I will still have psychic abilities there just won't be bad spirits bullying me .
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If I am around bad people who are evil to me ~ it will have a negative effect on my spirit and cause me to suffer tremendously ~ it can even cause you to be possessed by demons ~ like I said before it's called satanic ritual abuse and it's a bad thing ~ best to get away from evil people ~ no matter how impossible it may seem ~ you have to find a way
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I also see ghosts and demons sometimes so I don't know what thats about ~ I don't think it's psychic abilities ~ it might have something to do with mediumship or something ~ I'm not really sure ~ I can also see when evil spirits are speaking through other people who are open to possession ~ they are in fact evil people ~ in english I can understand them - in another language I don't know what they're saying ~ usually if I see a demon ~ it's either because a christian preacher conjured one up ~ or an evil person is attacking me for example an evil doctor at the VA hospital prescribed me vitamin D for no reason at all ~ it caused me excruciating physical pain all over my body and severe pain in my heart it also had a bad interaction with my schizophrenia medication and made it where I couldn't even drink water - at one point I had a heart attack or a stroke and I was laying there unable to move dying and demons appeared because this evil persons attack on me was so severe that I was dying ~ at one point one of the demons ran right through me and I almost died right then ~ this was an evil attack from an evil person who is a demon from hell ~~ CHOLECALCIFEROL (VIT D3) 1,000UNIT TAB. ~ one day I stopped taking the prescription and all of the unbearable pain went away
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I learn a lot about psychic abilities from watching psychic detectives - you can see how the abilities work differently for different people .

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?lis...r5F77mGxBBY43g

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your thoughts are important ~ be careful what you think ~ try not to be evil ~ even if you think it's justified or for the good ~ deep down you will know the difference between good and evil and you don't need anyone else to tell you about it . ~ it's easy for them to trick you into coming down to their level ~ that's what they want ~ more evil
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C7Jl9_59tfY
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I don't know what to tell you about medication ~ I take my medication at night because I can't sleep without it - but it also causes chest pains in my heart area - lowered body temperature sweating ( cold sweats ) it is also making me lose my 20 20 eyesight and causes severe pain in the front right part of my brain if I eat anything inflammatory or if I smoke any tobacco - I don't like tobacco anyway because it's poison ~ they wanted me to take my medication during the daytime ~ but I won't do it because I would be a zombie and I wouldn't even have the strength to walk ~ I am a normal person ~ I just can't sleep ~ I don't act crazy or anything like that ~ but I have been diagnosed as schizophrenic ~ they just changed my medication and it was a pretty terrible experience ~ so I had them change it back to what it was ~ I had to tell them several times in the beginning that I wouldn't take this medication or that medication because it was a seriously bad experience ~ most of the time I just see doctors as evil people who are sadistic and want to hurt you ~ I grew up going to a bad doctor ~ he was the devil ~ and then one day when I was 37 years old my grandpa told me about how all doctors are evil ~ but I already knew that ~ I can self medicate on the streets with herbal medicine to cure the insomnia ~ I just need to live in the right state where the laws are for me instead of against me ~ it's much safer than the bad drugs being pushed by the system

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Clairvoyance means clear seeing.
This is when visions past, present and future flash through our mind's eye, or third eye, much like a daydream. Many of us are highly visual and able to understand an idea best when we see it written or sketched out as an image on a computer screen or on a canvas. Visual people often choose to be artists, builders, photographers, decorators, designers and so forth. If this sounds familiar, your clairvoyance is most likely a dominant sense.

Clairaudience means clear hearing.
This is when we hear words, sounds or music in our own mind's voice. On rare occasions, spirit may be able to create audible sound, though this takes a tremendous amount of focused energy. Some of us best retain and comprehend information when we hear it spoken aloud. Our natural talents tend to lie in our auditory faculties, often making us gifted musicians, singers, writers and public speakers. If this feels right to you, clairaudience may be a leading sense for you.

Clairsentience means clear feeling.
This entails feeling a person's or spirit's emotions or feeling another's physical pain. Many of us are clairsentient without consciously being aware of it. When we get a strong "gut" feeling, positive or negative, about someone we just met or when we get the "chills" for no apparent reason, we may be tuning into the emotional energy of a person or a spirit around us. When we are highly sensitive and are in tune with not only our own feelings, but also the feelings of others, this makes us natural healers and caregivers. We often feel inspired to pursue careers as doctors, therapists, counselors, nannies and teachers. If this is you, clairsentience is at the top of your senses list.

Clairalience means clear smelling.
This is being able to smell odors that don't have any kind of physical source. Instances of this could include smelling the perfume or the cigarette smoke of a deceased relative, used as a sign of their presence around us. When our sense of smell is strong and distinct, we may find that certain smells connect us to past memories or we may be drawn to working as a florist, a wine taster or a perfume fragrance creator.

Clairgustance means clear tasting.
This is the ability to taste something that isn't actually there. This experience oftentimes comes from out of the blue when a deceased loved one is attempting to communicate a memory or association we have with a particular food or beverage that reminds us of them. If we have a heightened sense of taste, this would make us natural chefs, bakers or food critics.

Claircognizance means clear knowing.
This is when we have knowledge of people or events that we would not normally have knowledge about. Spirit impresses us with truths that simply pop into our minds from out of nowhere. An example of this would be a premonition: a forewarning of something that will happen in the future. Claircognizance requires tremendous faith because there's often no practical explanation for why we suddenly "know" something. Many philosophers, professors, doctors, scientists, religious and spiritual leaders and powerful sales and business leaders tend to be highly intuitive and seem to just know the facts with a sense of certainty. If this is you, consider claircognizance as one of your dominant senses.

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Old 22-11-2020, 09:23 PM
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They prescribed me medication but I can no longer take it because I was developing swollen lymph nodes and I also don't want to take it anymore because I feel much better without it. I feel like I don't need it and it made me sleep all day long and I couldn't get anything done. I also can't afford it. I have been having trouble finding a doctor that can prescribe it to me anyway because I am on medicaid.

I am confused about my diagnosis and why they diagnosed me because I was talking to them and having normal conversations with them and engaging and responding to them and didn't stop hearing voices, and I was being rational, logical, and speaking like everyone else does.I was aware of what was happening. It left me in confusion and wondering what was going through their minds when they came up with that. It didn't seem like they listened.

I did tell them I saw shadows and heard voices and then I told them I heard voices that wanted to kill me. I also told them that people were bullying me and attacking me wherever I go, and they thought it was because of schizophrenia when it really happened, and they weren't there so how do they know. But that was about it and I didn't give them much to go off of.

It felt like they were really ignorant and didn't know what they were doing, and they were really unprofessional because they didn't even care and it felt like it took them 2 seconds to diagnose me and I think that is a lot of red flags. It seems like they diagnose anyone with schizophrenia there without a second thought.

Then I began to think they were lying to me. I don't trust them or their diagnosis and that is why I went into shock and I had a panic attack right there when they said it but then later discovered it wasn't the right fit and I thought it might just be something else.

Ok, I read through what you wrote and believe I have Clairaudience, Clairsentience, Clairalience, Clairgustance, and Claircognizance. I read through what you wrote down about each of them and it seems like those are what I have the most. I think they are all balanced out and I don't believe I have one more than the other.

I noticed that my thoughts don't come from me and it comes from something else. Like another source. They were bad thoughts. I don't know why I got those thoughts and it comes out of nowhere like the panic attacks I have been having lately. The bad thoughts will go away when I listen to certain music.

I will work harder to protect myself from evil and will be more careful with my thoughts.

It makes sense what you said about spirits bullying you because I think spirits want to bully me too and I feel like there are some people, the spirits take control of, I mean that is why I feel like the spirits are like following me because they come through people and that is why I feel the people and the spirits are connected and that is why I experience so much bullying. And that is why I felt like people were attacking me everywhere I go.

There have been a lot of bad people out there doing evil stuff to me and it was hard to get away from them but most of them are gone but I keep finding more evil people. No matter where I go, people want to bully me and make fun of me and it feels like it is a never ending vicious cycle. They don't start to do evil things to me until later, and then they do it out of nowhere.

I used to feel things on my bed but that went away. It would happen as I was sleeping. Then I felt things climbing on me and coming into bed with me. It went away when I took the medication. But now I am off it. I still don't have the same symptoms as before. I think the spirits went away because I think it I left where I lived for a while and the medication made it easier to ignore them because I wasn't focused on it as much and that made them leave. The stuff I have been experiencing has diminished greatly.

I don't bother with those EVP's as much. A lot of the ghosts that were on that EVP are gone. I am glad. I am still not sure why they were there in the first place.

I will check out the links you gave me. I feel much better now that I told you about these things I needed to get it off my chest.
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They prescribed me medication but I can no longer take it because I was developing swollen lymph nodes and I also don't want to take it anymore because I feel much better without it. I feel like I don't need it and it made me sleep all day long and I couldn't get anything done. I also can't afford it. I have been having trouble finding a doctor that can prescribe it to me anyway because I am on medicaid.

I am confused about my diagnosis and why they diagnosed me because I was talking to them and having normal conversations with them and engaging and responding to them and didn't stop hearing voices, and I was being rational, logical, and speaking like everyone else does.I was aware of what was happening. It left me in confusion and wondering what was going through their minds when they came up with that. It didn't seem like they listened.

I did tell them I saw shadows and heard voices and then I told them I heard voices that wanted to kill me. I also told them that people were bullying me and attacking me wherever I go, and they thought it was because of schizophrenia when it really happened, and they weren't there so how do they know. But that was about it and I didn't give them much to go off of.

It felt like they were really ignorant and didn't know what they were doing, and they were really unprofessional because they didn't even care and it felt like it took them 2 seconds to diagnose me and I think that is a lot of red flags. It seems like they diagnose anyone with schizophrenia there without a second thought.

Then I began to think they were lying to me. I don't trust them or their diagnosis and that is why I went into shock and I had a panic attack right there when they said it but then later discovered it wasn't the right fit and I thought it might just be something else.

Ok, I read through what you wrote and believe I have Clairaudience, Clairsentience, Clairalience, Clairgustance, and Claircognizance. I read through what you wrote down about each of them and it seems like those are what I have the most. I think they are all balanced out and I don't believe I have one more than the other.

I noticed that my thoughts don't come from me and it comes from something else. Like another source. They were bad thoughts. I don't know why I got those thoughts and it comes out of nowhere like the panic attacks I have been having lately. The bad thoughts will go away when I listen to certain music.

I will work harder to protect myself from evil and will be more careful with my thoughts.

It makes sense what you said about spirits bullying you because I think spirits want to bully me too and I feel like there are some people, the spirits take control of, I mean that is why I feel like the spirits are like following me because they come through people and that is why I feel the people and the spirits are connected and that is why I experience so much bullying. And that is why I felt like people were attacking me everywhere I go.

There have been a lot of bad people out there doing evil stuff to me and it was hard to get away from them but most of them are gone but I keep finding more evil people. No matter where I go, people want to bully me and make fun of me and it feels like it is a never ending vicious cycle. They don't start to do evil things to me until later, and then they do it out of nowhere.

I used to feel things on my bed but that went away. It would happen as I was sleeping. Then I felt things climbing on me and coming into bed with me. It went away when I took the medication. But now I am off it. I still don't have the same symptoms as before. I think the spirits went away because I think it I left where I lived for a while and the medication made it easier to ignore them because I wasn't focused on it as much and that made them leave. The stuff I have been experiencing has diminished greatly.

I don't bother with those EVP's as much. A lot of the ghosts that were on that EVP are gone. I am glad. I am still not sure why they were there in the first place.

I will check out the links you gave me. I feel much better now that I told you about these things I needed to get it off my chest.
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I am normal as well ~ I don't know why they are calling me schizophrenic ~ but they do and they pay me for it
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I didn't write that stuff about the clair abilities ~ I just copy and pasted it ~ there are lots of youtube videos about it ~ lots of psychics and mediums on youtube
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I like youtube a lot ~ some people say it is bad ~ but I disagree
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as far as stuff on your bed ~ when I was younger a big dark figure would stand at the end of my bed every night and shake my bed ~ it went on for several years and it scared me to death ~ just another part of seeing ghosts that I told you about ~ the house was haunted
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when I moved into these apartments - there was sewer gas coming into my apartment and big huge sewer roaches came in at night and made a whole bunch of noise ~ they would have been crawling on me and it would have been terrible ~ but I sleep in a tent inside the apartment and it has a bug screen that keeps them off of me ~ I was having nightmares about bugs and snakes so I got a tent and when I zipped it shut it made my nightmares go away ~ because I knew I was safely zipped up in a bug screen ~ but I was in my tent when the demon went through me ~ nothing was going to stop that evil attack ~ it happened so fast ~ there was nothing I could do ~ I didn't have time to rebuke it ~ it just slammed me ~ it tried to knock the life right out of me ~ I almost died

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Old 22-11-2020, 11:05 PM
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No, what I just meant to say is that it was in your post. I didn't mean to say that you wrote it.

I am having trouble communicating, so I just wanted to tell you, so that you know.

I love YouTube a lot and I go on there almost every day. I feel comfortable with it and I don't see a problem with it. I don't know what I would do without it.

My biggest issue right now is people and feeling safe around them when I am in their presence. I am uncomfortable around people. I feel like I am in danger because of people. I feel unsafe because of what they say and how they treat me. People cause me to have panic attacks and anxiety. I am scared of angry people. I am sensitive to angry people and people's emotions. Mostly because of Asperger's. I know I have that and I believe I have it but I don't believe that I have Schizophrenia though.

People are mean to me, and they are bullying me like I said before and I always feel attacked by people. People make me nervous. Some people are ok. I am ok with some people but it is very rare that I find people I tolerate. I am having a hard time with people because they get mad at me very easily. I am not sure why. I am not comfortable getting judged, criticized, and ridiculed and scrutinized all the time. People watch me and treat me like I am not human and that I don't have feelings. People seem to hate me. I am always made fun of. I am not sure why either. I try to reach out to people, and they don't seem to care. Most of the time I socialize with someone it turns out bad. That is what I am struggling with most is the bad people. I am trying to find good people. They are difficult for me to find right now. I am not sure why that is. But I am still searching, and I am not giving up. I am picky about whom I socialize with.

I am glad things stopped getting on my bed. It was disturbing my sleep and it made me frustrated. Because it bothered me and it felt like there was more than one there. Again, I am glad they are gone.
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