Greetings Everyone!

[Pjinfiity]

Greetings All
My name is PJ, I am from NYC and I have to say i am ecstatic to join the forums to share experiences, connect with like minded people and grow in wisdom.
Ive had my awakening phases around 2012 literally the same time I had my first severe anxiety like symptoms. Always the curious one, studying up on the mysteries of this world when it comes to the meaning behind consciousness, energy, our cosmos and how it connects to our daily life.
I'd rush home after school just to look up conspiracy theories , government stories, ETs etc...
Growing up I was always introverted and somewhat quiet to the point where i thought something was wrong with me lol.. Yet i had no issues making friends when I was younger.. At least until after awakening that is, things got a little.....shakey for lack of a better word..
Prior to an awakening I've had on ocassions things of the supernatural happen around me which drawn me to energy and otherwordly phenomenon. Things such as apparitions, moving objects and lucid dreams.. Although i thought nothing of it when i told people they just assumed it was all in my head... That didnt stop me from continuing my search for truth..

My awakening sparked around 2011 2012 while living in such a hostile envirmonent with my mother. She was a heavy drinker, emotionally abusive and I had to stay on my toes at all times... I remember the many times I'd finally sit to catch a breathe then suddenly the next episode...I'd basically had to raise my little brother and tend to the house. Eventually anxiety rushed in so i started meditation and mindfulness then boy oh boy thats when the party started! Seeing sychronized messages everywhere and a bunch of symtpoms i believe they call ascension symptoms. ...

Ultimately Im here today still managing and never really connected with like minded people so ive decided to join spiritual forums.. My apologies for such a long introduction I just have so much to say it seems and I appreciate your time with me already.. Thank you!