Want to remember them…

[lostsoul13]

You live to die-

I’m not going to forget the children and twin flame through reincarnation and death… they are first thing I thought of when I was risen…

Just it’s going to be hard dying all the time , finding my way around new body’s and life’s- starting young again- school,foster parents…

Seems like it’s the story of my life…

I’m so hung up on death- I’m really scared. I’m afraid of pain and the torture it seems in 24 hour period- I know it will be over before I know it- and I feel closer to my twin flame and soulmates everyday including the children.. I learn about them even when they aren’t here..

My only wish is I’ll be healthy for most of my life… and things like sleep apnea won’t affect my life’s for a exit.. it seems to have manifested at my soul level not my body…

If there’s one thing I know the quicker your soul dies the happier you will be crossing.. I couldn’t imagine going through life after life dying in the fire yet it seems that’s what hell is about- the only reason I like being alive is because I like my self - the person I am.. and I’m caring and kind and wouldn’t hurt a fly..

Living this over and over again until I understand the lessons I need to get to enlightenment or my soul dying from the body - I can only hope it’s quick ..

Otherwise imaginable years lay ahead of me . Millions even. Reincarnating and dying every life amounts up to about 5000 times until my soul actually dies and then what do I have to show for it- eating, reading, swimming, exercises , working, money and what friends I can enquire along the way…

Losing my family life after life and friends.

I already lost my clan - it will be years before we reunite but I know if we don’t that we will rest together at the fountain of afterlife…

There’s a place we all go to like heaven and we meet there after reincarnation…

It’s a long process and honestly a long journey…

Much pain and tears…

My only thoughts are slavery to reincarnation…

[Miss Hepburn]

Originally Posted by lostsoul13

.... until my soul actually dies ...…
...My only thoughts are slavery to reincarnation…

These thoughts are not my thoughts.

[Redchic12]

Oh dear Lostsoul, you just gotta do something about these thoughts of yours, cos in my opinion theyre just dragging you down to a dark place.

We CAN choose any thoughts we want, so why don’t you think about some wonderful things about life instead, such as eating a delicious chocolate cake ha, or kids laughing in the park, or walking a trail full of wild flowers and a,beautiful cool breeze blowing thru your hair.

Don’t let these negative thoughts take over your mind cos they will poison your body. That’s my belief anyway.

[Native spirit]

You need to concentrate on this life what's gone is in the past what comes next is in the future,
you need to live in the now


Namaste

[kris]

Originally Posted by lostsoul13

You live to die-

But you can live to learn. You can live to find joy. As for reincarnation, we only come back because we want to.

[lostsoul13]

Thanks… it’s just I have a very low threshold, I go through pain like everyone else minimal fuss and it’s over when it’s over/ but some of my reincarnations are hell already..

I miss them.. but the pain of watching them going through what I’m going through I’m glad they are gone for a little while.. secretly I hope I’m like a black hole when they disappear from my horizon.. that in and through the sandwich theory I stored them away. Blaming their bodies in my heart.. saving them from reincarnation..

I can wish..

I have quite a positive outlook just I know facing pain is going to be uncomfortable, I’d rather be real about the situation than sweep it under the carpet…

[Native spirit]

If you don't start living in the now life will pass you by, and you will become just a memory yourself


Namaste

[astralsuzy]

I agree with the others. You need to get on with this life and stop worrying about what might happen. Try to enjoy this life. It goes quickly so we should make the most of the time we have here. If you keep worrying it will likely make you sick and you will get depressed. Only you can change the way you think. If you make the change you are likely to feel happier but that might take time depending on you.

I am sorry for your pain. I believe we travel in soul group and yes there will be departure but also reconciliations and in between you are still connected. Time is only here on Earth I think. Over there it don't exist so the time you have "wasted" suffering here before on Earth without a loved one or loved ones will not matter in the end. The ones you are with now is part of your soul group. The ones you will meet that will be special to you is too part of your soul group. You are not alone, even when you think you are. I understand your pain though. I still miss few people from my past life, but I can also recognize few that has been reincarnated with me.