Yeah, it is a bit repetitive for me
much like building bigger muscles, the fatigue and recovery from breaking out and through.
As I embrace new patterns the old patterns lessen their grip on my body, heart and mind.
I am a bit of a black sheep in a family who all feel like black sheep haha.
I've done alot of things which have "broken the mold" and yet... my family by its own nature is a family which grows, adapts and evolves together and for that I am extremely grateful and humbled by.
Most of my family are sensitive in unique ways... my Mother most of all.
I am (unfortunately for my family) a rule breaker and a go - getter who stirs up change.
I feel sorry for them sometimes haha... having to live with my intense energy..haha
They know what they signed up for though I guess