orbs in my light

so i've been experiencing some interesting lights and colors when doing my evening meditation/healing ritual. when i brought the new cat in i got a very interesting blue light from him that is foggy, clairvoyant, and also has some gray in it too. yesterday when i meditated i kept getting surrounded by black, with my light barely sustaining around my body, and eventually when i finally got the light stronger, there were black patches throughout.

but tonight... tonight was interesting. i achieved my usual white and green light, and i got blue when i incorporated the cat. but when it was just me, there were orbs coming out of the top. not solid white, but like, white rings, with some black/gray, and then white little spot/bubble in the middle of each orb. i didn't get to count them, and they were scattered, as if blooming out of me or something. any idea what this could mean or be pointing to?

[shadedragon]

Because of what you stated at first, I think that when your new cat was inc orporated into your meditation it didn't realize what was going on and tried to attack you with the black you saw. Then when it realized that you could stand up to it's attack, it pulled off and left your aura to heal itself. Now that it recognizes what you are doing, it joins you in your meditation and from what it sounds like, it tries to fix your aura by trying to heal you and get rid of your extra gray and black.

I see the world through a curtain of shifting colors and orbs. This curtain incorporates everything it passes and interacts mightily with all of it. From electric lights to physical shapes to humidity to places unnamed.

I am not sure it is any more - or less - important than being aware of each breath. Just another mystery in our amazing world.