Something Happened Last Night

[briam]

we perceive this world by what our eyes and ears can hear also our egos dictate what we want or dont want each individuals ego is different

know i dont know if you meditate but if you dont try it be patient if it does not work rightaway try a different tech, it took a full eighteen months for it to work for me cause i can be stubborn and pig headed sometimes meditation will alter your perception on how you see the world plus it will bring the spiritual world and things a little closer. what other people can see but others dont the secret is not to look for it but to let it happen if thats all you want i must warn you deeper meditations bring deeper insights plus you have to ground your self back into realitity or you will find your self rocking about its almost like been dizzy

[Matty]

Ego is such a loaded wordly concept. It can be used to justify many ideology's, roadblocks, and so much more. Just as reality
As Buddha said there is no self.

Magnetism is also as you put it important, just as in Earths magnetic field.

The thing about words such as intention, seeking, what we want or so on.
I like the member here name UnknownSeeker it has a very Tao Te Ching and awareness surrounding it to me.

As you put it a lot of times you do stuff without knowing or realizing. Whether you attend to or not. That is part of the notion behind the reason of my attempt to mention the grounding.
In case you unknowingly start to change a perception.
If I am to be a little more forth telling, your hesitation of the spiritual world and the wordly world. Kinda shows, which is also why I mentioned a grounding technique instead a progression one.
It's not about grounding yourself back to reality, more as accepting one's reality. And NO Guide nor Teacher can nor should attempt to form one's reality. Instead help someone along their path. If so, than this person should be avoided.

By that allowing you another option when rocking back and forth.
I offered it wholeheartedly.

As far as myself and meditation, simply put yes I do.
And my own rocking back and forth notion. The only one I have with this as far as this topic goes is. It really gets in the way but I have also accepted the way at the same time.
As well as learned a lot from it and still am.

Thank you for the advice