Kundalini-

[tabane27]

My kundalini opened up nearly ten years ago and it rose right up and I achieved enlightenment.

When it was over my abilities shut down. lol went on to have a child which I presumed why my abilities shut off to focus on the physical. I started to open up slowly 2 years ago. In the last year Iv been having some visions that are symbolic. Some it takes days to process and understand and others I can’t.
I also thought that once ones merged and transmuted that’s it. It’s not been the case for me so I’m confused about that also.
So I’m feeling most days the fluid electric sensation moving up the spine but in very small motions. When I merged with gold light source I have had this fluid gold energy light sat below my heart chakra.
Not knowing what to do with it and many attempts, Iv discovered how to move it.
When Iv been in a trance state while feeling the life force slowly move up my spine, instead of just visioning it expanding but also feeling the energy expand physically.
So this has worked and I find myself in a bright gold light space. When in this state I’m seeing my true self in a form with hands pulled out either side of me and the palms are glowing. The glow of the palms jump back and to from each palm, making a arch of gold light from left to right palm.
While I see this I can feel energy trickling down my head, like water trickling. Iv been stumped after this by trying to look within me with minds eye to check my chakras and I can see from the base chakra up to just below my heart chakra a thick black void creature with red eyes. It’s absolutely horrible thing.
I’m unsure if it’s an attachment or my own dark energy. Is it what? I don’t know. Iv been thinking of painting it but I’m putting myself of from doing so but don’t know why.

So ye anyone on the kundalini path knows anything about this red eyes black snake looking thing.

Iv got shivers just thinking about

[lomax]

I had visions and dreams of snakes.One time i saw in vision something more 'darker' from what you've decribed.It was a snake with many heads,stucked inside a cave or something.It was HUGE.
I asked for a more clear appearance and again a HUGE cobra came out of the ground,giving me instructions and tips.

In your case,i think you're far more 'open' than me,therefore i can't say much,cause i think you know better.

[tabane27]

What did it mean for u?

[lomax]

The first time this multiheaded snake appeared,i was in trance,asking for my guides to reveal their form to me.
After sometime,i had the urge to call on the 'serpent',or even better,the serpent was calling me to adress it.(One of those times you receive downloads of infos from nowhere).

So in simple worlds,i believe it was the serpent.It told me that kundalini and the snake are manifestations of it's nature,and not to adress them,but the serpent itself.

One other time,it appeared to me as the ouroboros.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ouroboros

On the other hand,we have some infos about the snake being from Josephine.
https://www.spiritualforums.com/vb/s...l d+existence

Hello Tabane27,

It is a beautiful experience you are describing at such a young age, 27?, you are gifted.

As for this snake with red eyes that scares you, it is simply a very deep layer of your subconscious that wants to come to the light of your consciousness. It can be scary when we cross the abyss between our consciousness and our subconscious.

Staying in your heart chakra, very grounded there, simply look at this snake moving, it will dissolve itself as it touched your Self in the heart as you are grounded there.

Regards,

[django]

Hi tabane, I have been actively on this path for 30+ years, over which time I have slowly built up an understanding of the big picture.

In my understanding the black snake is none other than Ida Nadi, she winds her way up the energy body, she is black/female/emotion and is a chaotic force until she is cleared and flowing smoothly all the way up to the brain. She is blocked by emotional complexes, and seems fearsome because our subconscious emotional complexes are indeed fearsome, but she is the pathway in to establishing the complete energy body system that we intrinsically desire. Without clearing ida Nadi first all of the other good stuff can’t happen.

Filling the conscious mind with ideal conceptions is a characteristic of Western theosophy, but not the confrontation with the shadow and the world of darkness.

One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious.

The later procedure, however, is disagreeable and therefore not popular.



The Philosophical Tree (1945)
Collected Works 13: Alchemical Studies
Paragraph 335

[lomax]

Nice and usefull comments guys.