Knot in throat

[knight]

@AlingedWithTgeHeart- I’m so sorry you are having some hard times. What’s important is to ask yourself is the meditation you are practising brings any results ? Is it effective ? Because if it isn’t you must change something that you are doing because what you are doing isn’t effective. In order to change your life you have to change something. Find another method which would be more effective. It’s great that you have an intention of merging with higher consciousness , however if the reason for it is to escape your reality you working out of fear. All fear based actions will bring fear based results which usually aren’t desirable. Remember you always have some kind of choice sometimes this choice is to change your own behaviours, reactions , thoughts and attitudes, you have a choice to try another way. I found that if 1 method doesn’t work a different one just might. I think you could work on resolving the conflict situations or situation you have, you have a great tool , your imagination , while you meditate you can simply ask for a symbol of this conflict and something will show up, hold your attention on the image and then change something about that image, for example if you see a stormy skies above sea you could calm it down and make the sun come out, then look if it has made a change within the situation, you can surround the situation with love and forgiveness directing the energy to flow more easily and harmonically, there’s always something you can do.

[knight]

AlignedWithTheHeart- so after some analysis I think the knot and the thought forms you experiencing might be a symbol for the stress you are experiencing in the waking life, what you experiencing is happening in the present moment so it is related to something that is happening around you right now. This means you already have symbols for those problem created. The “entities” you mentioned are thought forms or tulpas by another name, these can feel very real but you can work with that. The technique I mentioned can be adapted to whatever it needs to be, you can also imagine just talking to the entity and coming to an agreement, you could turn it in to a colourful fluffy monster who is friendly, thing about tulpas is that they will only exist for you for as long as you let them, so don’t fight it there’s no need , rather align with it. A surfer can’t control the wave but he can flow with the wave creating harmony for both of them.