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Old 21-01-2021, 06:08 PM
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Twin Flame's Wife is Pregnant and Possible Precognitive Dream

Today I found out my twin flame's wife is pregnant. I feel little to nothing about it. C'est la vie, you know? I have felt numb to my twin flame union for quite some time now. And me? I am married (but looking to separate) with a child of my own.

What I am posting about is more in relation to a dream I had back in June 2020. It seemed to be a follow-on from a highly significant dream (which led to the 'big reveal' of my twin's identity) I had in March 2014. In that dream, I was walking over a large ice field toward a certain place while knowing, at the same time, that my husband in the dream (who turned out to be my twin in real life) had to walk over that dangerous field twice a day, every day. I was terrified he would fall through it and drown. I recall having frozen in my tracks rather than walk further. I looked up to the sky and felt a sense of total desolation and sadness. That particular dream (which proved both precognitive and telepathic) would then link into multiple synchronicities (one of a grandiose nature) over the course of years.

In June, I dreamt my twin and I were married. He gifted me a car-seat for our future child. I did not trust the gift and believed it to be for his wife in the physical. He and I were then walking along an ice field, during a blizzard, in the middle of nowhere. My twin was trailing behind me. I looked behind me to see he had collapsed. He was turning blue and then his heart stopped. He died in my arms as I sobbed hysterically and then for some odd reason, I cried out: "His autopsy is today! It's today! It's today!" I awoke feeling quite upset.

I set the conviction many years ago, that were he to have a child with his wife, I could never be with him because of the kind of human being she is. He would then be bound to her forever and the thought of having to deal with her in my life put me ill at ease. I would have no issue with the child, however.

I spoke of the dream in questioning if anyone thinks it is, therefore, over for us in the lifetime as far as a physical union is concerned? It once felt so imminent, so close. I feel relieved in a way if this is the case and only a bit sad. Over a year ago, I dreamed she was pregnant and I felt the relief then too - as in the responsibility was off my shoulders.

There have been things he has done - still does - which are quite off-putting. I believe I will always love him, but I haven't liked him for quite a long time now. We don't communicate in the physical anymore. I still dream of/with him - feel a connection. I felt him calling to me over Christmas. I did not answer him.

I expected this was coming for awhile. I guess I still had some hope that things would work out for us this lifetime. For years, my path seemed to be leading me to him - to reach that destination (so-to-speak) - in the 2014 dream. Now I don't know where to go from here. I was thinking about posting here some weeks back when I realized my feelings had changed and that I'd come to feel so done with this union. I suppose what i learned today actually moved me to do so.

The hardest part is, is that now I feel more confused than ever and rather lost. I'm left wondering where my path lies now.
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Old 22-01-2021, 10:28 AM
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Hello,

In my case the path led to a soul bond with my twin's higher self.

As humans we become confused when we discover that physical union is not going to happen in this life time. This is because our view of human expression is limited to our present life. Once we can elevate our perceptions on this everything makes sense.

We are all immortal spiritual beings having an experience in physical reality. Our higher self and the higher self of our twin understand things a lot better than our human intellect.

Your path of self discovery may be similar to mine. Some thing to consider.

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Old 23-01-2021, 05:50 PM
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Old 23-01-2021, 06:03 PM
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Hi, do I understand you right - is it that you had a hope you would reconsile with him with your own split up and instead have find out he has invested in his marriage with the anticipated baby?

Your dream was very fascinating with him symbolic walking behind you and then dying, you were marching on, perhaps him dying that way was your destiny dying with him, which you already knew as you felt the baby he would have was not to be with you, but with his wife. Very interesting.

I use to have a kind of mental or memory connection with my ex too, years after the split up. When we were a couple we were close, but that was then.

I had to visualise that I would dig out like roots of our connection from me and see him fade away with it, cutting it off did not do enough.

I believe we come here to earth in a soulgroup and there is free will and several possible destinies and with or without him you are still just as loved.

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I'd let the idea of reconciliation go for a long time - so much so that I've been wanting - and looking - to move back home over 5,000 miles away for quite a while due to unrelenting homesickness. The current pandemic has delayed my actively embarking on these plans - especially with an at-risk child. I will not deny, however, that I had a glimmer of hope that someday, somehow - it might work out between us while also considering that it may well not. Moving on is what I've had to do months prior to their wedding mentally, emotionally and physically at least. At this point and more than anything, I want to achieve unfailing, unconditional self-love.

My twin's wife is a karmic partner. I did once ask him why he married her and the reason I was given was both self-destructive, self-sabotaging in nature. In saying that, my twin has seemed quite involved with her and the life they have which is an upscale, wealthy one. Now there will be a child. I have my own child to love, look after and to give the best life I possibly can to.

Yes, my dream was/is interesting. Thank you so much for your perspective on it. I'm glad I wrote it down at the time while it was still fresh in my memory. In revisiting my June entry of the dream just now, I oddly wrote that I felt the car-seat really was for me despite my distrust - even though I was not pregnant with a child yet (though, as strange as this may sound, I had been made 'spiritually pregnant' by my twin with the physical manifestation of our union years back. I did not 'birth' it due to my unresolved issues. I don't know the current status of this 'pregnancy.' I can only say that I still feel the energy close by me - just less constantly so.). I somehow knew I would be pregnant in the future (his wife was already quite likely pregnant at this time). My twin seemed eager and excited to give it to me. I even joked with him about just how eager he was. Still, I thought it could mean what it turned out to be - that, perhaps, there was a child coming to he and his wife and this is why I experienced his death in the dream. I also considered that due to my doubting and distrusting (old inner moppets of mine surfacing again and which continually inhibited our physical union) of the gift, I was being warned what could happen should I continue in this way. But I guess this dream turned out to be a showing of what had since happened - not a warning of what could happen as in the 2014 dream. Those two dreams are connected which highlights my catastrophic failure even more. Also interesting: autopsies generally mean dissecting something to see what went wrong, searching for conditions which caused issues with one's life path - or looking for what is hidden or has died within someone or something. Makes sense.

Your words: "perhaps him dying that way was your destiny dying with him" - well, I have to admit they are depressing and hurt like hell to read. Still, I have to consider them as possibly being true. There is so much to process and understand though I doubt I'll ever understand it all. I don't think I even want to - not anymore.

Also, thank you for saying that I am still just as loved. It can be difficult to feel that way sometimes when our vision and mind are so often fixated on the physical here-and-now.

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Hello,

In my case the path led to a soul bond with my twin's higher self.

As humans we become confused when we discover that physical union is not going to happen in this life time. This is because our view of human expression is limited to our present life. Once we can elevate our perceptions on this everything makes sense.

We are all immortal spiritual beings having an experience in physical reality. Our higher self and the higher self of our twin understand things a lot better than our human intellect.

Your path of self discovery may be similar to mine. Some thing to consider.

John

Thanks, John. You could be right. However, I have long thought twin flames shared the same Higher Self. This is what I was taught by a certain spiritual teacher who has since passed on. I have to say, it is also what I felt, sensed.

In saying that, this union has brought me to feeling so much closer to my Higher Self - regardless of whether or not I share it with my twin or do not.
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