Something super extraordinary happened this morning... well, let's start with the last night. I suddenly felt this very profound love for God and the need to write a poem to express my love to God, I wrote in it like, I do not know, 10-20 minutes, everything flowed or was I who was actually flowing. With all honesty, I do not feel it was me who wrote it for I know the words came not from my mind but from deep within, hard to explain, I just know.
You can find here my poem, notice the "Voice":
https://www.spiritualforums.com/vb/s...d.php?t=142549
Now, the incredible thing, I woke up and fell back to sleep, 45 minutes that's how much it lasted from the moment I fell back to sleep to when I finally woke up.
Suddenly, I became conscious, fully conscious, wide awake. I am in this endless blackness, this endless void that looked very familiar. I knew my physical body was sleeping but was not sure where I am or what I am, I was just a presence, a point of awareness, that's the best I can describe this.
From this blackness a Voice emerges, it was MY Voice, then right away I knew, it is ME, it is MySelf, but how can this be, I am here and yet there is also me? Then I knew, I am within MySelf, the Voice is Me, it is my Inner Self, the Higher Self whatever the name used.
I must say, it was incredible to listen myself talking as if from outside myself, there were two me, the Inner Self and me, the human self.
It told me a ton of things, I asked so many questions, it had all the answers, the wisdom, the knowledge and the understanding... Too bad I can't remember
I felt as if I am with my best friend, the only one in this whole universe who really knows me deeply and intimately . I remember that it told me many things about the nature of who I am, my universal history and things like that.
But I can remember the end of it, I think it was meant for me to remember the end so that I know it was real and it was true. It was time to finish "our" conversation and I said something like:
How can I talk with you? How can I contact you? Will you be there? For when I am in my human consciousness it is very difficult to connect. then it told me something like:
I am always with you, always by your side. I am always talking with you and you are always talking with me even if you are not aware of this. I am with you, I really am. When you call for me, I am there, I am already there, know this, I am, I really am.
Then our conversation ended and I woke up and I was speachless.... never have I had such an experience... never ever before...
Amazing.... really amazing...
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