pre-birth planning and obsessions in life?

For as long as I can remember, I have had somewhat of an obsession with pandemics.

I've always felt a strange pull towards it. Not in a good way. More of a concerned way, especially for my loved ones.

I've always been drawn to movies on pandemic outbreaks and I wound up getting heavily involved on a message board when H1N1 came along.

Now we are facing the Ebola crisis. This is the one I have always had in the back of my head for as long as I can remember. I never thought in a million years we would be facing this in our lifetimes.

It leads me to wonder if this possibly ties into pre-birth planning somehow. Certain obsessions that people seem naturally attuned to. For me, its pandemics.

I've never had a huge obsession with the possibility of living thru a war, however, I've had visions of war occurring, so that also makes me wonder. I do keep up on current world events very closely, especially because i have a son in the army.

Its the pandemic thing that resonates so strongly in me.

I suppose it is possible to subconsciously recall pre-life planning. It is mysterious to wonder about.

I'm not freaked out. I am worried for my loved ones, tho.

Any insight would be much appreciated.

I also realize it could be a past life memory imprint,but its just been way too strong within me in this life.

[ZenSar]

I would not worry about it, pandemics are not an abnormal thing to history there is about one every 50 to 100 years, so given the amount of past lives one as, it is very likely one as been through and been done in by such.

As for the "War Dreams", did they by chance have a red sky?

The war visions and dreams have not had red skies. They have always been of a swift moving fleet of planes, taking us by surprise. There are tropical mountains they cross over head us. The terrain is lush and mountainous. The planes appeared to be flying towards the other side of the mountains. There is an ocean nearby as well. I have visions of myself and other people taking shelter and blacking out the windows so no light can get thru.

In other visions, there are planes engaging in battle overhead, but the terrain is flat and almost desert like. There are buildings nearby.

But, I have not noticed red skies.